i ache for you

why hello. i havent seen you for a while. lets see. this week has consisted of studying, sleeping, and going to soccer games. wednesday i went SHOPPING!!! i got lots of shirts, a dress, and a ROMPER!! mmhmm i finally got one(: i also got cheetah sunglasses. and yes, they are as cool as they sound. thursday was the MV vs mountain crest soccer state game. we lost, in overtime. it was the stupidest game ever. we were down 1-0, then scored an amazing goal to go into over time. the ref called hands because one of our team guys picked up the ball to throw it in. LAME. the refs were retarded. they called everything on us and nothing on them. im not exageratting to make it sound like everything was their fault. it was terrible reffing. on friday, i got 105 out of 100 on my history final(: but the crazy thing was that everything that i knew on the test, i just barely studied the night before. god pretty much told me what to study. also, friday was my last day of seminary. it was kinda sad. i had an amazing seminary class this semester. we had all grown very close. plus, brother sua is retiring, which is sad too. after school, i hung out with mark, nikki and leka. we all talked about who we like, and had a grand time. then landen came over, and me/ him/ nikki went and helped an OYC project so i could suck up and get into the program. it was actually pretty fun! today. was insane. nikki picked me up at 12, and we went and filed papers. we had to go through two cabinents of tax files and find all the ones from 2002. then we had to alphabetize 10, 2 1/2 feet high stacks of files, then we had to go through all of those and sort them into 05, 06, 07. then we had to do the same thing to two more file cabinents. then we had to take all of the 08, 09, 10 tax returns and put them back into the cabinents, then take the rest of the papers and organize them in a shed outside. we did the last thing while it was dark, rainy, and windy. i think we earned that 100 dollars(: it was a crazy amount of work

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last night i had the best dream i have ever, EVER had in my entire life. it involved.... well.. a boy. shhhh. i really wish it was true. with all my heart i wish it was true. but i had to wake up and face that its not. and it sucked. here are my songs for the day