why hello. i havent seen you for a while. lets see. this week has consisted of studying, sleeping, and going to soccer games. wednesday i went SHOPPING!!! i got lots of shirts, a dress, and a ROMPER!! mmhmm i finally got one(: i also got cheetah sunglasses. and yes, they are as cool as they sound. thursday was the MV vs mountain crest soccer state game. we lost, in overtime. it was the stupidest game ever. we were down 1-0, then scored an amazing goal to go into over time. the ref called hands because one of our team guys picked up the ball to throw it in. LAME. the refs were retarded. they called everything on us and nothing on them. im not exageratting to make it sound like everything was their fault. it was terrible reffing. on friday, i got 105 out of 100 on my history final(: but the crazy thing was that everything that i knew on the test, i just barely studied the night before. god pretty much told me what to study. also, friday was my last day of seminary. it was kinda sad. i had an amazing seminary class this semester. we had all grown very close. plus, brother sua is retiring, which is sad too. after school, i hung out with mark, nikki and leka. we all talked about who we like, and had a grand time. then landen came over, and me/ him/ nikki went and helped an OYC project so i could suck up and get into the program. it was actually pretty fun! today. was insane. nikki picked me up at 12, and we went and filed papers. we had to go through two cabinents of tax files and find all the ones from 2002. then we had to alphabetize 10, 2 1/2 feet high stacks of files, then we had to go through all of those and sort them into 05, 06, 07. then we had to do the same thing to two more file cabinents. then we had to take all of the 08, 09, 10 tax returns and put them back into the cabinents, then take the rest of the papers and organize them in a shed outside. we did the last thing while it was dark, rainy, and windy. i think we earned that 100 dollars(: it was a crazy amount of work
p.s.
last night i had the best dream i have ever, EVER had in my entire life. it involved.... well.. a boy. shhhh. i really wish it was true. with all my heart i wish it was true. but i had to wake up and face that its not. and it sucked. here are my songs for the day
today. even though it was raining, it totally reminded me of summer. why? well, i ate pasta salad!! my moms pasta salad is no doubt the best you will ever taste. i ate it all last summer, and it basically says summer. also. my phone wasnt turning. so at lunch, i asked leka to give it a preistood blessing, and it turned on! people. the church is freaking true! also, in seminary, we did the activity where we all sit in a circle and write our name on a paper. then we pass it around, and everyone writes something they like about you on it. i got lots of "youre so cute!", and "thanks for sharing what you did!". my favorite comment was where someone called me a Spiritual Giant. oh my gosh. i was so touched. i didnt know all the stuff i said in seminary affected them so much. i felt really good(: me and nikki watched 'Win a Date With Tad Hamilton'. there was this one part where it says :
Sure, but I´m up against... Tad Hamilton. You are Tad Hamilton.
- What? - Don't you see?
Everybody's Tad Hamilton to somebody, Pete.
Rosalee's Tad Hamilton to you.And you're Tad Hamilton to me. oh my goodness. in the movie, Tad Hamilton was someone that you wanted SO badly, but you couldnt have them. do i have one? maayybbee... any ways.
*SUMMER*
here is my summer bucketlist. like all of my fellow blogging friends, i am putting it on here so that i actually get them done!
Sew a shirt
Make a bracelet out of buttons
Get a sandal tan
Read jane eyre
Read the pearl of great price
Get new music
Make a dress
Get a new quilt
Make a hair bow
Go to lagoon with my best friend
Summer romance??
Go to summerfest!
Have a sleepover on a hammock
Build a fort
Watch old movies
Take a picture a day
Take a picture of myself a day
Go to a summer party
Run in the canyon
Run in the rain
Sports bra run
Make lemonade from scratch
Eat pasta salad(:
Take drivers ed with landen and adam
Dye my streak purple
Get feathers in my hair
Go one week without technology
Go on a bike ride to the lake
Catch a butterfly
Find a snake
Go to cross country camp
Go to jump on it
Get a pedicure
Write a song on my guitar
Practice piano
Finish personal progress
Make popsicles with juice
Go school shopping
Don’t eat sugar in july
Go to girls camp
Go to tucanos
Make friendship bracelets
Sleep in
Have a photoshoot
Draw with chalk
Write in my journal
Eat one of every fruit and vegetable
Climb a tree
Read scriptures every night
Hike timp
Sleep underneath the stars
Watch the meteor shower
Go a month without fast food (august)
Wear my hair naturally at least twice a week
thats pretty much it!
also, something else random
things that i am currently obsessed with
Feather earrings
rompers
propel zero
striped shirts (thanks to nikki for introducing me to hers!)
big hair bows
blueberry bagels with strawberry cream cheese
animal necklaces (i have a birdcage and a fish, all i need is an elephant and an owl)
sparkly toms
thats about it
I'M SO EXCITED FOR SUMMER!!
summer 2010 songs:
ALSO!
amber alert!
my spanish book is lost!
last seen: in jades locker
last seen with: kanui
missing since: october 2010
if you see it, turn it into the library, or give it to me. i need to turn it in!
so. yesterday. i went to nikkis house. and fell asleep on her hammock. for about 2 hours. then, today, while at church for a baby blessing, i fell asleep. then, while driving home, i fell asleep. then, while reading the diary of anne frank in my backyard, i fell asleep. hahahahah oh man. i am such a teenager. i sleep, eat, and do homework. cliche much? mmmhmm. anywho. so i had a baby blessing today. and a slept through it... but it wasnt my fault! my brother gave me a back massage and i just couldnt stay awake! okay... so it was my fault. but still. it was amazing. after church, we all went back to my aunts house. there was this kid. about my age, maybe older. and he was creepin on me. i swear. everywhere i turned, there he was, staring at me. but, they had a baby duck that i got to hold. it made everything better. i WOULD put pictures on, but my phone wont turn on.. so nope. it will turn on eventually. it always does. thats pretty much all i have to say.. :)
wow. okay so i havent been on here forever. well. lets start with... wednesday? yes. we had choir tech rehearsal. altos were trying to learn our dance, but no one could get a hang of it. so thursday comes, which brings the concert. let me tell you. we learned our song on tuesday, and our correography on thursday during class. and by some small miracle, we pulled everything off. the altos knew the dance, and we remembered the words. it was awesome. yesterday. me, nikki, and 18 cheer girls. i was the oldest one their. sound fun? and its not a party untill someone starts crying because their "life sucks". oohh man. i remember the days of pre-pubescent angst. but heres the difference. these barely out of childhood girls have boyfriends. BOYFRIENDS. i didnt even TALK to boys until 8th grade. it was really strange. anywho. the sleepover was awesome. while the girls swam, i layed in the hammock, tanning my tummy. it was so warm at 7. summer is on its way(: heres my song for the day
today. it seems like lately every day has been an emotional rollar coaster. i watched glee today. i got this amazing song that describes my life...(:
thats all i have for you!
today.. was drama filled. yay drama! school went by really, REALLY fast. in first period, i looked at the clock, and it was 7:55, then i looked at the clock again, and it was 8:52. crazy. that period usually goes by really slowly. i slept through all of health. during chemistry, we played a game, and our class PWND. the highest score out of all the other classes was 966 points, and we had 1008. aww yeaahhh. me and nikki and sam went to mcdonalds for lunch. it was just the start of a very un healthy day. i didnt eat any sugar though! after school, nikki and i were waiting for leka to be done playing basketball, so we went and talked to mr. carling about our social lives. mr. carling is our chemistry teacher. im pretty sure he had no interest about what we were telling him, but we told him anyways. at nikkis house, there was tons of drama. i wont say who it was, but lets just say that someone is telling lies on their blog. like, full on lies. stuff that didnt even remotely happen is being said it happened. ppfftt. whatevs. all in all, it was a crazy day. my english teacher is making us write about the ten best songs of all time. these are my ten favorite songs on my ipod (mp3. im not cool enough to have an ipod):
okay bye!
today. was lovely(: i went to church, and while i was walking home, this kid named jason walked with me. he said that my shirt i was wearing was nice. then he said that he wished it was socially acceptable for boys to wear clothes like that, because boys are limited to tee shirts and pants. but, what they lack in fashion, they make up with transportation. it was hilarious. today was windy, so me and kaleb went and flew our kite(:
ours got stuck in the tree a few times. there were these other people flying thier kite, and they flew it so high that the string broke and it fell and disappeared. thats what they get for showing off! ha(: soooo.
my hair! its getting so fantastically
miraculously
suprisingly
lushisly
gorgeously
healthily
terrifically
wonderfully
LONG
you have no idea how happy this makes me. my hair has always been short. srsly. this is me in third grade, and my hair has been that length untill seventh grade, when i decided to grow it out. THREE FREAKING YEARS and it has only grown that much. its sad. any who. i learned how to play this song on the guitar. i feel pretty cool. its weird. my hands dont like to strum the way that he does, so its really hard for me to do it. i will get it eventually! OH! yesterday i watched the JUSTIN BIEBER movie! i loved it! it made me love justin bieber even more(: anywho. imma leave now!
but wait. i forgot to put this on last night. i took adam's hat, and he stole my bow. we look super cute. not. kay bye!
hey friends(: so. this whole week has been insane. on monday i found out i didnt make acapella. on tuesday i had an interview to be nervous over. on wednesday i had talent show auditions, which i thought i killed. but NOPE. they only picked seniors. lame. on thursday, i was up untill 12 finishing my freaking english project. it looks super good though. i started with this:
and ended with this. i felt like a computer pro. on friday, i found out that i didnt make the talent show, but i also discovered that i made it into the fashion board! YEEAAAHHH. we had state festival after school, and got straight ONE'S. you have no idea how good that is, for a sophmore choir, at state! acapella got straight ones too. it sucked to sit in the audience, and watch them play, and realize that i am not going to be up there next year. me and nikki went to smash burger for dinner, and the cashier was hitting on us. he told us about where he used to work, and gave us extra sauce. it was cool because we both looked drained and exausted, but he still thought we were cute(: even after nikki spit milkshake all over the restaraunt. we had a sleepover. nikki's little sister danny has this repunzel doll, and the hair on it was super
tangly. so i spent an hour brushing it out. it was worth it when i saw how happy danny was though! we went to einstiens for breakfast, which is awesome because i have been craving it forever. while we were in the car,
nikki's hot chocolate spilled all over my shoes. after doing jobs, and taking a shower, i went back to nikkis to watch the series finale of smallville. for never having seen the show, i really liked it. then, adam came over and we went bowling. i started out with a strike, then the next time i got 9 pins down, then 8, then 7, then 6. i am not kidding. thats what happened. i was in first for the longest time, and lost to adam by one point. lame. after that, we went back to nikkis house and hung out outside. the night was gorgeous. we snuggled into our own blankies and enjoyed the night. we played in the boat, and shot hoops, and looked at the moon through a telescope. man, i make it sound like we are 6 years old. oh well. it was really fun(: way better than going to morp would have been! anywho. g'night(:
today was actually pretty good. school was school, but after school i autioned for the talent show, and it went really well(: i felt like it was the best i have ever sung slash played it. hopefully i will actually make something that i tryed out for this year. i went to mutual, and we watched this video
its so cute! i just love it(: i also found this quote that kinda relates
Weight.
It's nothing but a number that matters entirely too much.
A number doesn't tell the world how many lives you've touched.
A number doesn't tell the world what your passions are.
A number doesn't tell the world how your eyes sparkle when you smile.
A number doesn't define you.
and another
Here's to the Girls
who never won.
The girls who sat late at night listening to music
that inspires them to do things next to impossible.
The girls that laugh, smile and cry on a daily basis.
The girls who live, learn and regret.
The girls who may never have it easy.
The girls who learned the hard way, and (lived to tell about it).
The real girls.
here are some amirites that i loved
*A break-up is like a mirror, it is better to leave it broken, then to hurt your self picking up the pieces *Usually when girls say they like "nerds" they really mean they like smart witty guys that maybe wear glasses and plaid. But the real nerds are the guys with the old band tshirt sitting alone at lunch that's socially awkward and not all that cute. However, those really are the guys that will love you forever *Mr.Perfect isn't out there, but Mr.Right is *If you want someone to fall for you, you've got to give them something worth tripping over *Just because you attract a lot of nasty skanks does not mean you're a stud. It means that your own kind recognizes you *To wish you were someone else, is to waste the person you are *Blowing off your best friend for your boyfriend is never really acceptable. Boys come and go, but a best friend will stand by you through it all. Never take that for granted *If they shut down facebook, people would be roaming the streets in tears , shoving pictures of themselves in other people's faces yelling "DO YOU LIKE THIS?! DO YOU?! *A broken heart is like a broken vase... you have to just push it under the couch and pretend it never happened *You're like the ketchup to my breakfast cereal ... I hate you. You're nasty *Every person that feels like a nobody should remember that nobody is perfect *If you could have the one person you really want, you'd never ask for anything else *Now that everyone's fly, nobody is down to earth
yeahh thats pretty much all i have for you. kayy bye
today. for some reason i was in a really good mood. i guess God decided that i needed one good day after a week of terrible ones. the day started off with pulling together an outfit in about 3 seconds, which was actually pretty cute. then, in spanish, i won the conjugating contest, and am the number one conjugater in the class! then, during a health, class went by really fast, which never happens in that class. during study hall i got a ton of math homework done. in chemistry, me and nikki were super hungry, so mr. carling let us order pizza(: it was totally amazing! he only did it because it is his anniversary today, but still. it was way cool. during lunch, me, nikki, mark and leka went to ernies for lunch. me and nikki didnt get anything because we already ate pizza. mark drives a creeper van, and it was super fun to make fun of it! during math, we did homework the whole time, which are my favorite kinds of days. after school, i had my FASHION BOARD interview!!! heecck yeah! i feel like i did really well... knock on wood. hang on. i have to go find wood to knock on. okay back. so, while i was in my interview, nikki was chilling at the mall waiting for me. i called her when i was done, and she was super vague about where she was. so eventually i found her. we ate MORE pizza, because thats all she could afford. i was so confused, because she came to the mall with 60 dollars. so, right as we are leaving, she is all: i want to go look at the hats at lids. so i am all, cool. so we go over there, and she had a surprise for me! she got me a hat that says bruins on the front and sorensen on the back! i love it so so so so much! i love it even more that she thought to get me one(: my life is improving. after the mall, i went home and picked my songs for my english project. i chose these ones:
and i also got this song from my new friend karlee:
i love it! at 7, i went to a relief society purse party. it was super fun(: we had this game where the lady called out something, and if you had it in your purse than you had to run up and put it on the stage. i pretty much owned at that game. i ran for all the ladies at my table, because they were too lazy to. it was awesome(: i wanted to go to einsteins, so me and my mom went over there, but it was closed. so we went to target to get sushi and naked. while we were in line to pay, the lady in front of us in line was paying. her total was like 120, and she reached into her back pocket to get her 100 dollar bill. but, it was gone. and you could just tell, that was all the money that the lady had. it was so sad. seriously. that put my life in perspective. who cares if i didnt make it into acapella? at least i am able to afford the things i need to buy. gah. i am just gunna stick it out in conbrio. even though there is no reason why i shouldnt have made it in. im okay with where i am.
so. i have one scary thing done this week. the next is to try out for the talent show tomorrow. i am singing an original song, written by moi. here are the lyrics
p.s. this has been a really great facebook night. the best posts:
* "Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have, for you I will.." - Jaden
* "Love is selfless, not selfish. It always protects, it always trusts, it always hopes, it always perseveres. Love never fails. -Jeason Ma ♥" - Aquaa
* "S[he] be[lie]v[ed] ...." - Kendra
* "My fear is that PMS doesn't exist and this is my real personality" - Kanui
* "We'd listen to the radio play all night,Didn't want to go home to another fight, Through all the hard times in my life, Those nights kept me alive" - Sabrina
* "Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night" - Maren
* "Can I get your lips to speak my name?" - Stephh
* " Always smile-- you never know who might be falling in love with it" - Nikki
* "JESSE ST JAMES" - Jo
which brings me to Glee. it was absolutely fantastic today. Kurt was voted prom queen, and, after running out, he faced the whole school and took the crown. rachel sang pretty much to finn, about how she wont take him back, and how he doesnt deserve her. i loved that part because i have had one of those moments. mercedes finally got told she was beautiful and got asked to dance. it was by far my favorite episode of the season. i just love glee(:
everyone made it but me. that is what seems to be reaccuring lately. so a few days ago i tryed out for acapella. my audition wasnt that good, but i still thought i would make it in. today, after a horrible, sleepless, crying for hours night (so much drama. seriously.) i go to school, mentally, physically and emotionally exausted, only to discover that i didnt make acapella. the one thing that i desperatly wanted to get into, and i didnt make it. and not to brag, but i know i am a good singer. i have been in three talent shows, and had a million and a half solos. my solo ensamble piece made it to regionals. i write music, and i know i can sing. so why didnt i make it? why did every single one of my friends make it but me? i know you must be thinking "mmkay haley. could you just be quiet? your life isnt hard. you have food and a house and good grades. you shouldnt be upset" but heres the thing. singing has always been what i am good at. its the one thing that makes me stand out. lets face it. im not very good at sports, i dont take extrememly hard classes. im not abnormally pretty, and i dont have a radiant ball of sunshine personality. im not the girl who cares about being everyone's friend. im not good at art, and i cant play an instrument. the only talent that i really had was singing. now it seems like thats gone too. plus, its just so embarassing. people expected me to make acapella. it seemed like a no brainer. so why? ive been asking myself this all day. what could God possibly have in store for me that includes crushing my only talent? i dont know. this was the only thing that i really truely, wanted, and i put my whole heart and soul into it. now i dont know if i will be able to try out for the talent show. i just. dont. know. so, as i am sitting here eating blue cheese, im contimplating why things happen the way they do. why did i have to lose my best friend at the beginning of high school? to make me learn how to stand on my own. why did i have to stand alone? to pull me closer to God. it seems like there is an answer for every trial that i have ever been through, but i cant find an answer for this.
the only good part of my day was watching rio. the best songs:
yeah... kay bye
so. yesterday. was freaking emotional. lets just say, i woke up to some facebook news that freaked me out and i cryed for an hour. T.M.I. yeah. then i went to a choir concert, and we sang breath of heaven. that song. it touches my heart everytime we sing it.
you dont even know. so at the concert, there was a TON of sugar. seriously. cheesecake, and a chocolate fountain. my two favorite things. and i didnt eat ANY. yeah i felt pretty good. anywho. me and my moms side of the family went to lunch, where i thought we were celebrating my concert, but we were actually getting together for mothers day. i felt pretty dumb. my grandma made us take pictures, and my aunt made us all pose like this:
oh boy. i am so white. its tragic.
anywho. so me and nikki rode around in her brand new car. its pretty beast. we drove jessie to a birthday party, and we looked at the amazing swimming pool, and aparently there was a super hot lifeguard checking me out. but poor, oblivious me didnt notice anything. ha yeah. so thats pretty much it.
oh wait!!
today, we caught a snake!
yeah. i totally love snakes(: and people think im weird for it. but oh well. i will love them anyway.
so. today sucked. can i just say. i am SO sick of drama. seriously. everywhere i turn someone is sad, or fighting, or keeping secrets. the only person i know that isnt full of drama is my little brother kaleb. who is 5 years old. i gave my extentions to my friend megan today. i feel awesome about it(: im confident enough to go without the fake hair, and it feels great. but dude. i am so excited for summer. my absolute favorite part of the summer is when you turn the car on, and the air conditioner blasts hot air that smells soooo good. my second favorite part is cross country(: ahhh. so excited! anyway. this post was short and boring. peace out
I can't change other people, but I can change myself
I realized. there will always be those people. the girl who hates me. the boy who will never belong to anyone but her, even if he never admits it to anyone, even himself. the boy who will always belong to her, and feels the need to share it with the world. the girl who wont get over herself. the boy who will always be honest with me. the boy who will always be a part of me. the family that loves me. i realized that, no matter how hard i try, these people will never change. but I, I can change. i can fall in love. i can get kissed. i can make new friends, and have new experiences. i realized, i dont have to worry about anyone else but me. as hard as that is.
on a happier note.
i also realized that my body is getting used to healthy food. today, i went to a baseball game at the school. i was STARVING. so my friend jake brought wendy's over for our little friend group. i didnt really want any, but i ate like 10 fries. then, me and nikki went to her house, and i started feeling sick. my mouth felt gross, and i just felt icky. i realized, it was the fries! the fries that used to taste sooo good are disgusting now. it was really cool actually. soooo. yeah. deep post today.
p.s this is my favorite commercial of the moment(:
double p.s. on saturday, symphonic voices and conbrio are having a womenhood celebration concert for mothers day. it is at moutain view in the auditorium at 11:00 on saturday. come!
not to say that i never throw in the occasional waaayyy or soooo. but thats how i would say it in real life. peeooppllee doooonttt taalkkk reaalllyy sloowwllyyy iinn reeaall liiiffeee.
sooo. today. was greaattt(: it started off terrible. i dont really wanna say why. but it did. i did homework for 3 hours, and then LANDEN came over. yeah. im finally cool enough to hang out with him. we went to mutual for a barbeekew haha bbq. and it was FUN. we sat around the fire and everyone said one thing that they believe in. mine was "i believe that God answers your prayers" it was really great(: me and kline and landen chilled the whole time. and made really funny jokes. and i stole klines gum. and we tried and failed to take good pictures. and i texted random girls on klines phone. then landen came to my house and we watched this
it was a bad day gone excellent(:
kay bye!
wait.
something really wierd happened to me at lunch today.
so i was sitting there, just minding my own business, when this cool kid ive never talked to comes up to me and says: hey! pretend like im asking you for your number because itll make someone really jealous. and i was so confused. so yeah. i also listened to this nonstop
So. Yesterday sucked. But today was great. I wore a super cute outfit with shorts. One of the administrative ladies told me they were too short, even though I saw like ten other girls wearing shorts waaaaayyy shorter than mine. During english we had book discussions, which equals talking about prom and grades. Then in history we pretty much sat on computers the whole period. It was lovely(: during lunch, me and stephh and Julia had a TON of fun. I auditioned for acapella during choir. I'm pretty sure I didn't make it. Hopefully I will.... After school me and nikki got sushi and naked. I felt super super healthy. I haven't had any sugar for the whole week. There is soda, cookies, ice cream and sugar at my house. And I haven't had any of it! but i have been wierdly craving tortilla chips. wierd. right? yeah. but im wierd so its okay. so i watched glee and make it or break it. and got this amazing song:
we all have those days. when everything seems to crash down at once. when you are trying really REALLY hard not to eat sugar, so you are tired and out of energy. when you find out something that you really, REALLY did not want to know, and there is no one there to tell you its okay. when you have choir practice after school, where you sing Breathe Of Heaven and almost start crying. when you walk home alone and think about life. when you write a post about how your day sucked. but, i did have one good thing today. my friend julia jones was there when no one else was. i love this girl. seriously. anywho. its just been one of those days.
so. this weeked. has been amazing. FIRST of all, on friday, i went to morningside. i had to get up at 4:30 to shower and get ready. it was totally worth it though. there was this quote from Andrew Glover that said "Jesus is the Christ, he is my Christ, he is your Christ. And once you realize this, nothing else really matters." it was so good! after discovering that we had extended lunch that day, i got checked out to go look for prom shoes! hahaha silly me. my shoes didnt even match. i just really liked them and my mom said that i could only get shoes for prom today, so i got those and wore them to prom(: that night was stephs 16th birthday partay. it was way fun! i was going to wear my prom dress to it, but my dress got ordered in the wrong size as well so they had to fix it. i just ended up wearing a skirt. lame. it was still way fun! too bad i dont get to have a 16th
party......... anyways. me and nikki left the party to go get sushi. and of course the party gets really good after we leave. but sushi. so i got a HUUGGEE thing, and i thought i could eat it all, but i couldnt. i ate alot though. after eating all i could, i was supossed to go to a young womens sleepover. but i was so exausted that i went home and slept. only to wake up at 8, nervous and sick. seriously. i did not feel good. and thats probably not the best thing to be feeling on the day of prom. so i watched t.v., ate sushi for breakfast, and took medicine. i was okay then. sooo i got picked up, to got on the day date. we went to trafalga in lehi. it was super cool. we played lazer tag, we mini golfed. it was just awesome. yeaahhh. the guys said that they had a hair appointment, so we left, but later i found out that they just wanted to go take a nap. losers. i didnt start getting ready untill 5, and i was getting picked up at 6. it was stressful. the night went by really fast, and we took lots of pictures.
the prom was way fun! the last group picture is my favorite, even though my tongue is sticking out(:
this was our prom theme song. we listened to it everytime we got in the car. and we blasted it after an especially awkward moment dropping someone off... kay bye(:
you have no idea how happy this makes me. my hair has always been short. srsly. this is me in third grade, and my hair has been that length untill seventh grade, when i decided to grow it out. THREE FREAKING YEARS and it has only grown that much. its sad. any who. i learned how to play this song on the guitar. i feel pretty cool. its weird. my hands dont like to strum the way that he does, so its really hard for me to do it. i will get it eventually! OH! yesterday i watched the JUSTIN BIEBER movie! i loved it! it made me love justin bieber even more(: anywho. imma leave now! 
and ended with this. i felt like a computer pro. on friday, i found out that i didnt make the talent show, but i also discovered that i made it into the fashion board! YEEAAAHHH. we had state festival after school, and got straight ONE'S. you have no idea how good that is, for a sophmore choir, at state! acapella got straight ones too. it sucked to sit in the audience, and watch them play, and realize that i am not going to be up there next year. me and nikki went to smash burger for dinner, and the cashier was hitting on us. he told us about where he used to work, and gave us extra sauce. it was cool because we both looked drained and exausted, but he still thought we were cute(: even after nikki spit milkshake all over the restaraunt. we had a sleepover. nikki's little sister danny has this repunzel doll, and the hair on it was super 
nikki's hot chocolate spilled all over my shoes. after doing jobs, and taking a shower, i went back to nikkis to watch the series finale of smallville. for never having seen the show, i really liked it. then, adam came over and we went bowling. i started out with a strike, then the next time i got 9 pins down, then 8, then 7, then 6. i am not kidding. thats what happened. i was in first for the longest time, and lost to adam by one point. lame. after that, we went back to nikkis house and hung out outside. the night was gorgeous. we snuggled into our own blankies and enjoyed the night. we played in the boat, and shot hoops, and looked at the moon through a telescope. man, i make it sound like we are 6 years old. oh well. it was really fun(: way better than going to morp would have been! anywho. g'night(:
so. i have one scary thing done this week. the next is to try out for the talent show tomorrow. i am singing an original song, written by moi. here are the lyrics 
party......... anyways. me and nikki left the party to go get sushi. and of course the party gets really good after we leave. but sushi. so i got a HUUGGEE thing, and i thought i could eat it all, but i couldnt. i ate alot though. after eating all i could, i was supossed to go to a young womens sleepover. but i was so exausted that i went home and slept. only to wake up at 8, nervous and sick. seriously. i did not feel good. and thats probably not the best thing to be feeling on the day of prom. so i watched t.v., ate sushi for breakfast, and took medicine. i was okay then. sooo i got picked up, to got on the day date. we went to trafalga in lehi. it was super cool. we played lazer tag, we mini golfed. it was just awesome. yeaahhh. the guys said that they had a hair appointment, so we left, but later i found out that they just wanted to go take a nap. losers. i didnt start getting ready untill 5, and i was getting picked up at 6. it was stressful. the night went by really fast, and we took lots of pictures. 
