happiness

so. a lot of things. first of all. a few weeks ago i set a goal to be more accepting of people. and i have been working really hard on it, and i am doing really well. i made an "acceptance" bucket list to do before i die

1. Read the scriptures in a church in Vatican City
2. Go to a Day of the Dead ceremony
3. Visit the giant Jesus statue
4. Go to a Gay Pride parade
5. Be part of a rally for something i believe in
6. Be in a peace parade

and thats all i have so far.
and speaking of goals. in eight grade, i wrote down a list of ways to make myself better:
*No sugar
*grow out hair
*New room

*work on personal progress

*finish book of mormon
*save money
*find my style

so. the first one. i am currently doing no soda. i have done no sugar lots of times.
aaand

my hair hasnt grown a TON in three years, but it has grown a little!

for the third one, i never crazily changed my room, but i did add a few things here and there

aaaaand my pictures arent working

but just imagine peace signs, pictures, and LOTS of justin bieber

4. work on personal progress

i am one project away from being done!

5. ive finished it, and im in the middle of reading it again (:

6. i now have over six thousand dollars in my bank account

7. find my style.

i think i can 100% say i accomplished this!

from this

to being on the fashion board!

which reminds me!

me and megan had a photoshoot on thursday

it was a day i didnt look very good. so bear with me

anyways.

the whole point of this was to say

that you can reach your goals!!

ha i sound like a modivational speaker

where was i going?

i want to say that Nicole Schmidt is my best friend in the entire world

she has always been there for me.

through everything i have ever needed help going through.

we have crazy times, and sometimes we disagree

but there is something that always brings us together

which is food

aaand she is WAY too pretty for every single boy in the whole school

freak

there was a specific reason i was writing this whole post

but now i cant remember..

oh yes!!

the topic is boys

ive decided that they are all idiots.

buuuuut. the only way they will learn to not be idiots is to go on dates

so that is what i am going to do.

at least one date a month.

my new junior goal (:

(along with dancing in the middle of the circle!)

and ive also decided that i dont need a boyfriend

no matter HOW cute he is

i dont need a boy.

and this is not one of those "guuurrrll. you do NOT need a man" things

it is a self proclamation.

i watch people be couples, and it seems so sad.

there is always the possibility for heartbreak

and i dont want that

i want my junior year to be dating and having fun

maybe senior year i will have a boyfriend

(i will give nikki a dollar if she can remember who she said would be my boyfriend during senior)

also! to make my goal come true, i am going to need mullah.

so everyone who reads my blog! i am a decent babysitter.

and i really need the money!

so hire me(:

mmmk

this is all

keep calm and carry on

sorry i picked the wrong video! and i cant delete it!

heres the right one!