first, i got to wear my flowered tights (i have the weirdest fashion sense!)
second, i did way better on my physics test than i thought i did
third, i had a great lunchtime, and i gave my friend colton a heartbreak cake and LOTS of hugs
fourth, i watched two really awesome movies.
i love both of these movies. especially 500 days of summer(:
the fifth reason is, mrs. mathews randomly came up to me and told me that my solo sounds really good!
(did i mention i have a solo? its from this song)
number six. my hair stayed straight all day long!
aaand the biggest reason for my fantastic day. i recieved some excellent news after school. but its a secret. lets just say it is making me very happy! (:
so. a lot of things. first of all. a few weeks ago i set a goal to be more accepting of people. and i have been working really hard on it, and i am doing really well. i made an "acceptance" bucket list to do before i die
1. Read the scriptures in a church in Vatican City
2. Go to a Day of the Dead ceremony
3. Visit the giant Jesus statue
4. Go to a Gay Pride parade
5. Be part of a rally for something i believe in
6. Be in a peace parade
and thats all i have so far.
and speaking of goals. in eight grade, i wrote down a list of ways to make myself better:
*No sugar
*grow out hair
*New room
*work on personal progress
*finish book of mormon
*save money
*find my style
so. the first one. i am currently doing no soda. i have done no sugar lots of times.
aaand
my hair hasnt grown a TON in three years, but it has grown a little!
for the third one, i never crazily changed my room, but i did add a few things here and there
aaaaand my pictures arent working
but just imagine peace signs, pictures, and LOTS of justin bieber
4. work on personal progress
i am one project away from being done!
5. ive finished it, and im in the middle of reading it again (:
6. i now have over six thousand dollars in my bank account
7. find my style.
i think i can 100% say i accomplished this!
from this
to being on the fashion board!
which reminds me!
me and megan had a photoshoot on thursday
it was a day i didnt look very good. so bear with me
anyways.
the whole point of this was to say
that you can reach your goals!!
ha i sound like a modivational speaker
where was i going?
i want to say that Nicole Schmidt is my best friend in the entire world
she has always been there for me.
through everything i have ever needed help going through.
we have crazy times, and sometimes we disagree
but there is something that always brings us together
which is food
aaand she is WAY too pretty for every single boy in the whole school
freak
there was a specific reason i was writing this whole post
but now i cant remember..
oh yes!!
the topic is boys
ive decided that they are all idiots.
buuuuut. the only way they will learn to not be idiots is to go on dates
so that is what i am going to do.
at least one date a month.
my new junior goal (:
(along with dancing in the middle of the circle!)
and ive also decided that i dont need a boyfriend
no matter HOW cute he is
i dont need a boy.
and this is not one of those "guuurrrll. you do NOT need a man" things
it is a self proclamation.
i watch people be couples, and it seems so sad.
there is always the possibility for heartbreak
and i dont want that
i want my junior year to be dating and having fun
maybe senior year i will have a boyfriend
(i will give nikki a dollar if she can remember who she said would be my boyfriend during senior)
also! to make my goal come true, i am going to need mullah.
so everyone who reads my blog! i am a decent babysitter.
and i really need the money!
so hire me(:
mmmk
this is all
keep calm and carry on
sorry i picked the wrong video! and i cant delete it!
i wish my life were like a movie. ive been thinking about the movie "hes just not that into you", and ive deciced that i am the rule. if you dont know what i am talking about, here:
Gigi: I think I've figured it out. Remember when I went out with that notary public and he cheated on me and then Anastasia from upstairs told me about how her boyfriend cheated on her in the beginning then he totally changed and now they're married and crazy in love? Beth: I thought that guy was a process server. Gigi: No notary. Anyway my point is, Anastasia is the exception, not the rule. We have to stop listening to these stories because they rule is most guys who cheat on you up front don't really care about you very much. Janine: Ok. Gigi: Ok, Ok. Exhibit A. Chad the drummer who lived in a storage space. He only used me for rides and yet I continued to stalk him for most of 1998. Then oh, um, there was Don, that broke up with me every Friday so that he could have his weekends free. I was delusional about that relationship. I used to refer to him as my husband to random people, like my dental hygienist. Anyway, all my friends used to tell me about how things might work out with these dipsticks because they knew someone, who knew someone, who dated a dipstick just like mine. That girl ended up getting married and living happily ever after. That the exception and we're not the exception we're the rule.
and ive decided that i am the rule. for example, if you like a guy, and he likes a girl besides you, and she is finally showing some interest, he is going to go for her, not you. because that is what is expected to happen. and one day i will find the guy that will make me the exception, but not now. not in high school. maybe not untill after i die. but it will happen.
ive also been thinking about this song alot
i love it
okay anyways. homecoming was great! we went bowling for our day date, and went to the lotus garden for dinner. it was delicious. and i got to eat sushi. yaayyy(: we got to the dance, took pictures, then had a freaking blast. plus we looked pretty cute!
so. it is officially one o clock a.m. and im still awake! and STILL procrastinating my stupid spanish essay. shhh. im up this late because i made my answer for homecoming. anndd i will put pictures on when i get up the modivation to go through the extensive process to get them on here. so, because i am feeling lively and strangely awake at this point in time, i will provide you with a list of all the things that have been annoying me lately. because i am quite good at complaining.
1. my classes: these are actually getting a lot easier, escpecially physics. i actually love finishing the problems and feeling like a freaking genius. then we have my idiot math teacher. i got in trouble today because i was talking, when no one else in the class was doing work and talking. ridiculous. at least today is an aday.
2. girls with perfect bodies: probably my least favorite thing. oh hey! there is a girl with tiny itty bitty legs! oh there goes a girl who can wear a skin tight dress and look amazing! ahh there is the girl who everyone likes because her body is so attractive! things like this bother me. a lot. its not my fault that i was born with man sized legs (which my mom calls "strong legs", but i know she is just trying to make me feel better).
3. stupid girls. we all know what i am talking about. those girls that will do anything to have a boyfriend. make out with as many people as needed. taalkkk like they are like, 14 or something. and for some reasons, all of the boys like them!!! and they bother me! boys should like smart girls. sigh.
4. BOYS. i have so many boy problems. boys who decide that a day date is too expensive (WTF!!), boys who tell secrets, boys who cant get over a girl because she is hot. boys who are only looking for action. boys who will only like a girl if she has a hot body. its absolutely ridiculous! and i am so sick of how stuck up and douchey boys in general are. not to say there arent good, nice guys. but all of those dont have the guts to tell you they like you. girls cant win! on one hand, you really like a guy, and you tell him, so now you are obsessed with him. on the other, you like a guy but dont tell, and you can never be with him! it drives me insane! which is why i am always single and havent been kissed.
anyways. that is it for tonight. i have to do my spanish :/
which i dont know whether to do in english or spanish. and there is no one awake to ask. fml.
mmmmk. so i know i say this alot. but this has been THE weirdest weekend of my life!(and by weekend i mean thursday to saturday. thats the weekend in mexico!)
so. it all started off on thursday night. my kitchen was being worked on, so i wasnt allowed to go home. so, i obviously went to nicole's house. but, she had a hair appointment to get new extentions. i went with her. during our second hour there, we got REALLY hungry. so we decided to go get food while nikkis hair was dying. it was hilarious, and we got so many funny looks. i was going to put the picture up, but i think i will spare nikki the embarrassment :)
so then we go home, and stay up till about 1 doing homework.
thennnn i walked to school from nikkis house, because she had early morning rehearsal for acapella (sighh), listening to this song
AND.
I got asked to homecoming!!!!!!
with a poster that had a princess checklist. like this
[x] tiara
[x] crystal bracelts
[x] earrings
[x] chocolate
and other things i dont remember
and this
[ ] a prince to take you to homecoming
it was so cute!
and my friend Jake Story asked me(:
needless to say, i am verrry excited!
There were so many strange things that happened on friday night. first of all, i have ZERO homework from all of my bday classes! this never happens! then, me and nikki took a nap when we got home, because it was dark at 4. you read that right. FOUR. mostly because there were clouds. but still. things got weirder when i got to the Provo football game. me and calli walked to mcdonalds, and this man walks up to me
him: hello! who is gunna win the game tonight?
me (pointing to my mv sweatshirt): uhhh Mountain view! duh!
him: yes! do you know my son??
me inside: wtf no? how would i know your son if i have no idea what his name is?
me: no! who is it?
him: hank heriford!!
ahahahahah it was so hilarious! and there were many more weird things:
i wore a huge bow on my hair
mcdonalds has a new ronald mcdonald. an extremely creepy one
provo let off five million balloons
me and landen took an oppisite picture
i finally got a picture of jesse! he wouldnt take one with me!
aaaaand someone got answered to homecoming.
and those were just the weird things that happened with pictures.
blake oldham randomly hugged a provo person he didnt even know because "they are losing!"
i was smashed into a car with four boys, and sung almost all the words to this song
thennnn. me and nikki attempted to crash a party
it didnt work very well
i made lots of new friends
and went to applebees at 12 at night
me, jake, landen, nikki, jesse and dahlin
we partied.
then!! me and nikki went to betos at 2 in the morning for her mom.
pregnant women have to eat at random times!
aaand we left our food there!
yep. we drove up, paid, and left
then we had to make the embarrassing drive back to get our food
lets all remember it was two a.m.
then, this morning, haley, kline and I went to the temple to do baptisms for the dead. it was amazing. but really really crowded. we were there for three hours.
then, i came home, ate mcdonalds AGAIN (i need to stop) and went on a date! it was quite fun. we went went bowling, and me/chris owned against nikki and mark. then we went to lunch. and it was really fun!
this is nikki attemping to take a picture
and this is when nikki got three strikes in a row
i was speechless
literally
mmmk
sooo...
keep calm and carry on
even when you have the weirdest weekend of your life!!
so.. my last post was really sad. and, i have good news. the concert was great! and i was so proud of my choir, and very impressed with acapella. yes. it still stung. it will always sting. but it hurt less. pictures!!
we are a cute group of girls
and we did amazingly!!!
anyways.
yesterday? tuesday. mmhhmm. it was an A day! i love a days! a lot.
mostly because they arent bdays.
i had to walk home, and i had no music (of course!)
so i took pictures
this is my thing. i always take pictures while walking home. because i get bored right? this song was playing in my head the whole time
it is a great song and i love it!
so. here is the big news.
i will pretty much be living at Nikkis house for the next two days
wanna know why?
i will show you!
this is where our fridge should be
our kitchen is getting redone!
im totally excited!
i also did physics homework for 2 hours.
aaaand that is all
keep calm and carry on
even if you cant go into your house for the next two days!!!
so! yesterday was an extremely fun day!(: i went to homecoming! with my friend Kline, and it was a blast!! to start off, he picked me up in an amazing car from the 60's, and drove me to the day date!
me getting ready!
and our car!!
its his grandpas!
so for the day date, us and 8 other couples had a badmitton tournament. we got out in the second round, but at least not the first right? thennn we went swimming, except i didnt. then we went to tomassos for amazing italian ice! we saw other homecoming peeps, and kline parked in four stalls at the same time. then, i went home and got ready. by MYSELF. sad right? my mom was off picking up the boutonniere, and nikki was on a date, so i was riding solo. i think i did a pretty good job though!
can you see me being retarded in the window??
ha. so i started typing this on sunday, then nikki called me. so i had a sleepover. but anyways. the dance was super fun! i saw lots of people there i knew, and he let me drive his car! lovely(:
here are pictures from last week.
before nikkis party!
i loooovvveeee these earrings!
i was watching Melissa and Joey and i realized...
i have that same exact sweater!!
kaleb was crying because he couldnt find my mp3. he found it, but the tear stayed. hahaha its so cute!
me with a towel stuffed in my shirt. i was protecting my shirt from spaghetti sauce!
my outfit for the choir concert tonight! everyone should come!
my brother likes to dance with no pants on
(he is six)
all of that white stuff is salt
we are a healthy school
me and kaleb being crazy!
christmas stuff is already out!! crazy!!!
mmk. so i just got home from a two hour practice, and i ate cookie crisp. while on facebook, i saw pictures of a cross country race. and i realized. i miss cross country.
a lot.
and these stupid, stupid shins are preventing me from doing what i love
plus, i am so behind in training that it would be pointless to go back .
