GUESS WHAT GUYS?!? I GOT NAKED! AT MACEYS! hehehe im so immature. but i seriously did. get naked. right in front of everyone. its a drink!! man. that is the funniest joke ever! ! !
so. i dont have much to say right now.. i worked on my fashion board application project all day. then i got naked(:
Day 28
"your favorite movie"
hmmm. well i really like cloudy with a chance of meatballs. or inception. hmm
today was great(: it was a minimal day, so i only had to go to school from 7:45 to 12:25. me, landen and nikki walked to zupas (big surprise there) and ate. at first we couldnt find anywhere to sit, so we just kinda stood there awkwardly untill someone got up. then we claimed that spot as ours for 2+ hours. it was great(:
we ate and talked about life. then landen had to go home. so me and nikki walked back to her house, so that we could hang out with sam and stephen! nikki tried to teach them how to do a back hand spring, because they are gunna try out for cheer. unlike me. but, we got bored, so we decided to go on a drive. we drove all the way up the mountain and looked at the valley. it was way cool. but, while driving, sam went too fast on a speed bump, and it hit underneath his car. so THEN his car starts freaking out, and we cant drive anymore. his dad had to come pick us up. we got cute pictures though(:
it was great fun(:
after, me and nikki were hungry so we walked to mcdonalds.
i know. fatties.
but i SWEAR. tomorrow i start the sugar challenge. i promise! if i fail, i give you permission to slap me.
anyway
utah weather is so wierd. this is what the sky looked like
the left side aaand the right
once, it was completely sunny, and snowing
i just adore utah.
us on the way!
Day 27
"a picture of you last year and how you have changed since then"
ohhhh maaannn. i have changed SO SO SO much since then. i ran cross country during that time. i went through boyyss. i lost someone. a lot of people actually. i dealt with the psychoness of highschool, and all the drama, rumors, and back stabbings that go along with it. i helped my friend through something seemingly impossible. everything that has happened since then has made me a way stronger person.
what will i be like one year from now?
just a side note
if someone tells you to read a book called "Going Bovine"
dont ever. ever. read it.
it is the WORST book i have ever read. seriously. who uses the scapegoat of "he woke up and it was all just a dream" freaking gay. PLUS the main character dies at the end! and i felt like i was high the whole time i was reading it. its full of random crap and hard to follow and just DONT read it.
oh geez. i have not written in forever. lettsss seeee. yesterday. was great(: i went to nikkis afterschool, then at 9:30 we (very fashionably late) went to our school stag dance. there mustve been about 30 people there. but it was still REALLY fun. i actually got asked to dance! this has never happened to me. me and nikki both got asked(: and we took tons of pictures!!
i chose nikkis outfit. but i really didnt mean to match us so well. mmyy badd.
and, i also met this girl who said she reads my blog!!
so Kelsey Roberts.
thank you.
after the dance, we walked home. oh. my. heck. it was SO freaking scary! we had to walk through the mv field, and i was so freaked out. so we called nikkis mom, and she said no one could come get us, because her dad was gone and her mom was in the tub. soooo then. a car pulls up behind us, and naturally, i am all "oh. my gosh. why is that car stopping? we are gunna die. we are gunna die." but then it was just nikkis dad. it was totally rude! anyways. we went on a late night taco bell run, and then fell asleep talking about boys(:
todaay.
nikki woke me up by slapping me with a pillow. then. she told me her dream. and later? the girl that was in her dream was at target. trippy right? plus, i cleaned two rooms today. mine AND nikkis. but then she repaid me by buying me zupas(: even though she owed me that because i won THE BET . and yeah. when we pulled up to zupas. WAIT its 11:11! im making a wish! ohkay. wish made(: so anyways. we pull up to zupas in nikki's dad's camero. we get out, and EVERY single male that works at zupas is by the window, gawking. at first i thought they were staring at us, so i was like. what the crap? but then i realized, it was just the car. its pretty sweet driving around in that Camero. i always feel like i am on a rollar coaster. we walked to target, i got poptarts, and nikki got cake mix. we are super super random. i had to leave before the cake was done, but it was okay because i got to go to the young womens broadcast!!! and guess what? we were eight freaking seats away from the front. thats a big inprovement from last year when we were in the very back row on the very top. it was insane. after, we went to this super delish place called crown burger. normally, you would get a burger, fries, and a coke right? wrong. me, being the wierd eater that i am, got a BLT, onion rings and a root beer float. it was heavenly though(: but, the best part of the night was when we found an alley. just like a regular old scary alley that is born between two super tall buildings. yeah. i have never seen one in my life, and we just happened to walk by it. so of course we went in. it was really scary, and i thought we were gunna get attacked. but we didnt. it was like the spiderman upside-down-kiss-scene alley. and i felt pretty dangerous. then, after a freaking long, traffic ridden ride home, i went and saw.
KITTENS!
only my most favorite thing on the planet! my friend parker's cat had babies. whiile wee were in salt lake. so they were tiny and adorable and mmmm. i love love love love kittens. sooo. im gunna leave now.
Day 24
"a picture of something that means alot to you"
wow. i dont even know. i dont really have that much stuff with sentimental value. so i think i will do the beach. because i love it.
Day 25
"what's in your purse?"
pft. gum. thats it.
Day 26
"a photo of somwhere you have been"
the most exotic place i have been is either mexico or new york. soo...
i've gotten lost in new york. special right?
here are the two songs i listened to on the way to salt lake
soo. i dont have anything to write about. today. i walked home from school. then i walked to the gas station. then i watched the byu game. then i chopped off my jeans. then i put a string braid in my hair. then i ate. then. i wrote on my blog. soo pretty much. i dont know what to say. so i will say. goodbye.
soooo(: today. i wrote a song! its not about anyone in particular, just a random sad song i came up with! Nikki is writing music for it, and we are going to try out for the talent show with it! here are the lyrics(:
*When It Was December*
I still remember the feel of the rain
I still remember when you took the pain
off of my shoulder
now I wonder if you remember
When you filled up the empty space
all I needed was a night full of stars
and your beautiful face
when we swung on the hammock
and played on your six string
when it was december
when you were my everything
I miss your blue eyes
I miss before the heartache
I never knew how far I can fall
I discovered how much my heart can break
I miss falling alseep next to you
and slowly falling in love
I miss the letters you wrote me
about nothing but us
Chorus
now I can feel you forget
those cold winter nights
when the snow took our sorrows
and made your blue eyes light
oh darling remember
Chorus
when it was december
when we'd last forever
Like it?
I do(:
okay.
Day 23
"15 Facts about you"
1. I LOVE justin bieber
2. i eat whole cantaloupes
3. when i fall for a boy, i fall hard
4. i love to run
5. all my feelings go into my songs
6. if i could, i would win American Idol
7. i've never been kissed
8. i've never gotten anything below an A-
9. i would rather be sitting at nikkis house than at a party
10. i have a wierd sense of style, but i like it
11. i try my hardest to not say "like" "fer" or talk like an idiot
Weelllll. I don't know what to write about. Today was Sunday. I had byc at 8:30, and then church at 11. Then. For 5 freaking hours. I took the practice CRT that mr carling is giving us for extra credit. I took it eight or nine times. Finally. FINALLY. I got 80.56%. I even took a picture to celebrate(:. Also. This week. I will be doing a photoshoot for my fashion board application. I'm doing everything. Hair, clothes, and taking the pictures. It's gunna be heekkkaaa fun. Aannddd yeah. That's pretty much it for tonight.
Bye!
P.s.
It doesn't freak me out when people tell me that they read this. Don't worry, it makes me happy(: also, don't be afraid to comment! I kinda feel like I'm writing to no one.
today. has been super wierd. i woke up at 7:50 to go to nikkis hair appointment at 8. all i managed to do was put pants on, and then i got out of there. but its okay, the hair ladies let me straigten my hair there, so i didnt look atrocious as i headed back to the YCL retreat. we ate breakfast, and then went outside for a presentation from some 4th ward boys. Haley, Candance, Amanda and I all sat on a two person couch, sharing one blanket. it was actually really warm. sooo i fell asleep. then we went inside. and i fell asleep again, in this tiny little corner, with my head on this ladies bag that was full of hard books. it was super uncomfortable, but yet i fell asleep. i had a dream that i was in that exact same room, but just waking up, and there was alot of kids there from MV. so when i REALLY woke up, i was all confused. and thats how ive been all day. super disoriented, and it feels like i was at nikkis hair thing yesterday. i seriously was only mentally and physically present for about 20 % of that retreat. im still so confused. i hung out with haley and candace and jesse. and ohhh myyy heeckk it was super fun! we played spoons, and chinese writing, and good soup bad soup. and it was amazing. candace didnt believe us that trees are made out of wood. then i ate two bowls of ramen. mmmm(: so all in all it was a pretty good day!
okay.
so.
the final decision.
I'm not trying out for cheer.
why?
because.
I've always been the girl who didnt want to be a cookie cutter. and, with no offense to cheerleaders now, i dont think that cheer is the right thing for me to do. and im doing it for all the wrong reasons also. im going to try out when i am a senior. but right now, im only doing it because, well, thats personal. the only reason i WAS going to try out, is so that i could have something that me and nikki could do together. but still. i think i will stick with cross country. i dont think i could deal with all the drama that comes in cheer either. . i already have enough people that talk crap on me. sooo yeah. im done now.
also. Jimmer lead BYU to a great victory today. If our team gets into the elite eight, then my history/spanish teacher will bring our class doughnuts and pizza. we only have to win one more game! its exciting. but it sucks, because tomorrow i am going no-sugar. yup. you heard me. this little piggy isnt eating sugar anymore. that means no more slushies, milkshakes, rice krispies, or sugar cereal. and i am putting it on here so its official. if you see sugar heading for my mouth, i give you permission to snatch it out of my hands. well, now im off to make my very last milkshake.
Day Twenty
"The meaning between your blog name"
okay. so A Lyrical Symphony is something that i came up with in october, when i was going through something really hard. you can read about it here. It basically means how words in songs can mean so much. i wrote a lot of songs during this time, and i put my whole soul and hurt into them. If youve heard a symphony, they are big and loud at one point, and then soft at another. that was what i was going through then. at one point i would be furious. "why?! how could she do this?" would be going through my head. but the next moment, i would be in my room holding back tears, wondering what i could do to make it better. A Lyrical Symphony was just my way of expressing everything that was hurting during that time.
Day Twenty One
"A photo of something that makes you happy"
rain makes me SO happy. like you have no idea. i love how it cleans the earth, and how it makes everything smell good, and how it feels to walk in the rain, and how one day im gunna get kissed in the rain. i love how after the rain, theres a rainbow. i just seriously love rain
soooo today has pretty much sucked. me and nikki had this bet that i couldnt go a whole school day without talking. and guess what? i soooo sooooooo did it(: it was pretty hard, because landen was saying things like "if you want to make out with me, dont say anything." but i stood strong and unwavering! i didnt even talk to my teachers! prettyyy much(: so at 4:30, i headed over to the church to go to my YCL retreat (ycl stands for youth camp leaders. its for girls camp). the persons house that we were sleeping over at had a dog, and i could only last for so long. lets put it this way:
Haley + its allready allergy season + dog dander + being in a room with 15 other girls/leaders = get me out of there
soo yeah. thats pretty much all i have to say. im heading over to nikkis(:
okay. so tonight will be a short post. I am sooo sooo tired. lets see. tuesday was pretty fun. i went to nikkis house and worked on my beautiful honors english project. we also got stranded at deseret book, and nikki fell asleep. wednesday was exausting. i was really sick, but i still went to school. after school, i worked on my project for 6 hours, and then went to open gym. long story short, i sucked. since i was so sick, AND this week has been an emotional rollarcoaster, backhand springs were freaking challenging for me. i went to bed at 11. since i was so tired, my mom let me sleep in this morning. yaayy(: afterschool i walked home, and then i just sat on my couch for 3 hours, trying to move my super sore body as little as possible, until nikki called me. i ate food from zupas, panda and mcdonalds. yup. im a fatty. annyways.
Day seventeen
"a photo of you and your family"
is it sad that this was one of the best ones?
Day eighteen
"Something you crave alot"
ohh geez. TONS of things. mcdonalds chicken nuggets. cantaloupe. salad. the list could go on. but my number one?
Today. Has been soo boring. I usually wait until the end of the day to post, but i have nothing else to do, so might as well do it now. My brother set up this stereo thing in my kitchen that you can plug your mp3 into and it will play the music ( yes, my family is so lame that nobody has an iPod. We do have an iPad though, it's really strange). My mom was at work, and the rest of my family went to carls jr. Without me, so I was all alone. What did I do? I plugged in my music and listened. It was super weird. My house was silent as I sat there drinking chocolate milk, so the music sounded like it does in a movie. It was like background music. The best sounding background music were
It was pretty beast(: I started this post, and then me and my brother Nathan went to the gas station. And target. And the dollar store. We got slushies, whoppers, and pringles. They were delish(: now we are watching the green hornet! School tomorrow. Whooppeeee. Kay bye!
Day 16
"your celebrity crush"
first of all. Justin Bieber. buuut he is everyone's crush.
Have you ever been mad at something that you can't control? And everywhere you look is just another reminder of what you lost, or what you don't want to happen but is happening anyway. What do you do? Well. I break my no soda policy and chug pepsi throwback, and listen to my loudest song with the most swear words (get outta your mind), and blog. It sucks that I can't do anything about this situation. And facebook is no help. I think I will go shower. This post will suck to read. Buuuut yeah. Freaking AWESOME day. Kay bye
SOOO. today. well last night. me and nikki had a sleepover. she fell alseep on the couch. instead of being a good friend and sleeping in the same room as her, i was all. NOT gunna happen. and i went downstairs and slept in her bed(: when she woke up this morning and i was gone, she thought i went home. hahahahah. only a BEST friend would leave her like that. i went home, and she went to her last ever cheer competition. then i sat home. aaalll day. at 5 my mom comes down and is all. jake isnt here! you have to go babysit! so then i did. i baby sat three little girls, and changed ALOT of dipers. that just enforced my desire to NEVER be a teenage mother. but i did like watching them! i swear, girls cry over everything. a lid on a cup not being on, someone holding a necklace, sitting in a chair. no wonder teenage girls are so emotional. I got some new music today. here are my favorites!
yeesss. my music selection is so random. one song will be Hallelujah, then the next song is Outta your mind. its awesome! okay bye!
Day Fifteen
"something you can't leave the house without"
hmmm. not my phone. i have forgotten that a few times and i survived. i dont know. my clothing? yeah.
so. today. has been great! during lunch, Sam took me and nikki to mickey Dees for lunch, and i was sooo sooo sick. i thought i was gunna die. but then i didnt. after school i didnt go to track, and hung out with nikki instead. you have NO idea how freaking sore my body is. like really, i have never been this sore in my life. i tried to open a door today and i couldnt. i am THAT sore. soo after school, me and sam and nikki went to classic skating. we were there right when it opened, so we were the only people there. but then a party came, so we were with a bunch of kids. awesome amirite? it was actually way fun! i won the wipe out game, and also i won the dice game three times in a row. yeahh im pretty pro! after classic, me and nikki walked around the track and talked about stuff. then i talked about boys with her little sister calli. here was our conversation:
me- well, this one is WAY attractive, but he is obnoxious. then, this one isnt that cute but hes way nice. then this one is halfway cute and halfway sweet, and this one is way cute and way nice. buuut he never talks to me.
calli- go for the attractive one
me- but hes obnoxious
calli- so? hes cute. thats all that matters
hahahah oohhh sixth graders. i remember when i was in sixth grade, and i was in "love" with this boy who never knew i existed. it was grand fun. annywayys. today was landens birthday. we decorated his locker, and wrote him a gigantor birthday card. it was great(: me and landen have been friends since the beginning of ninth grade. he took me to get sushi for the first time, and lets me dump all of my problems on him. hes pretty cool. speaking of cool. you know what REALLY bugs me? when people are fake. i hate it when people are one way with me (mean, sarcastic, ruuude) and then act like a perfect angel around everyone else. then everyone thinks that the person is great, but i KNOW how they really are. they make a ton of friends by being "nice", when really they arent that nice. gah. that irratates me to no end! doesnt that bug you???
but yeah. happy birthday landen!
from ninth grade. awww. i look like a creeeper
Day fourteen
"a t.v. show you are currently addictied to"
pretty little liars, outsourced, modern family, the office, nikita, the vampire diares.
sooo. i havent posted in forever. letsss seeee. tuesday? yes. me and nikki hung out. as usual. i went running, and it felt SO good! i havent ran in forever, and i freaking loooovvee it. i only went to one full class period, because my mom let me sleep in through first, and then i came in at the end of second. then third. then i went to subway for lunch, and, since i was so late getting back to school, i just went home. its okay though, because i was excused. sucha rebel. wednesday was CRAZY. we watched super size me in health, and then for lunch i went to mcdonalds. hahahahahah man, its just free advertising. super size me is supposed to make you NOT like mcdonalds, but it just made me want it. and it was good(: after school i hung out with nikki and landen. i took pictures, and they made a beautiful story.
Nikki and Landen were best friends.
they loved each other.
untill nikki realized, landen is kinda wierd.
nikki decided to move, and landen was offended
he couldnt believe that she would just leave him like that.
he was angry, and never wanted to talk to her again.
nikki was pleased.
untill landen realized that he couldnt survive without her.
so he moved back.
nikki was freaked out.
so she left.
and landen was sad.
THE END
Great story huh?! its a tragedy...(: soo lets see. after nikkis house, i went home and my brother suprised me with these amazing claws.
we had lots of fun with them(: next came young womens! it was daddy daughter nerd night. since i am the young womens president, i had to supervise. we did a GIANT game of candyland! it was legit!
one of the dads that came was a chemist. he went to the national chemist convention thing that day, and brought us back presents! they were little fluffy stuffed moles! hahahah if you are in chemistry you will understand. once, we were talking about phones in chemistry, and i go. geeez, how many G's are there?! then my friend cline goes. how about a mol G! hahaha. it was the funniest thing ever. most people probably wont understand this joke. ha, oh well!
at the end of the activity, we made certificates!
yyeaahh(: next was cheer! buuuut sadly, i dont have any pictures from that! i was practicing back handsprings, and at first i was failing. tragically. i was landing on my neck, WITH a spotter. it was lovely. i worked and worked and worked and now i can throw them by myself, but i still land on my knees. i will get them though! it was exauhsting. i discovered that i have a bad wrist. since its been broken 3 times, its very un flexible. so i have to get a brace. fun amirite?
today. was great! i went to lunch with dylan and nikki, and then burned it off during track. im way sick, so my voice is all messed up. choir was a joy(: meee and nikki hung out and went to Zupas!
thheeennn we made landen his birthday present!!!!!!!! its his BIRTHDAY tomorrow!!! yeah. its legit.
Day Eleven
"what's in your make up bag?"
only mascara. that is all the make up i wear. yeahh.
Day Twelve
"a photograph of the town you live in"
good ole orem utah. the mountain in the picture is Timpanogas. ive hiked it. it was 17 miles, and took ten hours. weee fun!
Day Thirteen
"your favorite musician and why"
my favorite pop star is JUSTIN BIEBER! duh! buut. my favorite musician is either sara barallies, or the Fray. i just love thier lyrics!
