all about boys

okay. so yesterday I drove home from the Lehi vs. MV game with Nikki's mom, Bunney. we talked about boys. ha no surprise there. we got talking about how personalities are what make boys cute. In seventh grade, i really liked this kid. he was a little chubby and had glasses. but he had the cutest personality ever. and thats what made me like him. long story short, no matter how physically unnatractive a boy is, if he has a great personality, it will make him way attractive. there is a guy at my school that all the girls love. but i have never really thought he was that cute. untill i talked to him. now i think he is way cute. its all personality. and it goes the other way too. there is this boy that i know and i used to think was the hottest thing alive. but then i found out that he cheated on his awesome girlfriend. now he is so ugly to me. ive been reading this book called Beauty Equation by Nigel Barker (yes the guy from americas next top model), and it talked about how having a bad inside will show through and make you ugly. i dunno. i think its pretty interesting. the next thing that me and Bunney talked about was perfect families. there is yet another boy that i know. pretty much, he is perfect. and too good for everyone. i wish i could see beyond the facade and see the real person he is, not just the straight A's and amazing style and perfect hair and by the book mormon ways. i mean really. perfection is not all its cracked up to be. my book says "There is no perfect size. we are all unique individuals and come in a variety of shapes and proportions. There's no shame in it. How boring would the world be if every woman were a 'perfect' size?" where was i going? oh right. dont be perfect boys! be yourself. thats what girls love (i dont know if any boys actually read this, but yeah. thats what you should do to get a girl. oh and dont cheat). while we are on the subject of boys. this was someone's status a while ago : A person can never forget two faces in his whole life, the one who held his hand in difficult situation and the other who left him alone in his difficult situation……… well. i think differently. for girls, i think there are two boys she will never forget. the boy who she wishes was in love with her, and the one she wishes she could love. the first one hurts the most. he is the one that you could be with forever. the one that you could so easily fall in love with. hes also the one that will never give you a chance, and thats why you will always remember. the second one is the one who you'll always feel bad about. they are perfect for you. you tell them everything. but for some reason, you just cant like them. ive had both of these. they pretty much suck. soo thats all i can think about for boys tonight. kay bye(:

p.s. i have decided to stop talking to people about my singleness. aparently its annoying when i am sad about it. so being single is all good for me now! kay now bye fur real!

double p.s. listen!!