so i havent posted in a while! ha a while being 2 days. sooo. yesterday was the shiz. i went to the mall with my brother and my bestie landen. we spent 300 dollars on clothes. i picked out all of landens stuff and it was awesome. then, i went to a party. oh my. it was a reunion of my jr, high. and.. well.. it just reminded me of how much jr, high sucked. there were two girls that everyone payed attention too, and it was just like old times, where everyone ignored me. fun? sure... popularity is so stupid. its one of those things that no one will ever be able to figure out. like, what makes popular kids popular? one day everyone just wakes up and thinks : she will be the new coolest girl in school. i dont get it. but whatever. I'd rather be a nice, less popular girl, than a mean popular girl. not to say the popular kids are mean. its just a stereotype.
otay lets see. today is new years eve!! i cant believe that 2010 is already over! my goodness, there was so many up and downs this year. i was reading my journal last night, and it was cool remembering everything that happened this year. all of the sadness at the beginning of the year (why jr. high sucked), and the healthy rebuilding of my confidence during the summer (thank you to my three friends in the summer... you know who you are:) the happiness of the first two months of high school, and then my world falling apart in october. in a way, i am so glad that my best friend left. its made me a lot closer to my parents. it has made me want to be as oppisite as her as i can, which has made me a much nicer person. its also introduced me to the wonderful friends i have today (nikki, landen, casey, sam, haley, and many more). it has also made me realize how poisonious our relationship was to begin with. and although i have alot less friends now, and some people actually hate me, i am soooooo grateful for the relationships that have blossomed from the fall out. but, maybe the best reason i am glad this whole thing happened, is because its increased my self worth. ive always had self esteem issues (who hasnt) and the fact that so many people have stood beside me in my darkest moments have made me see how important i am to them. again, let me just say how grateful i am for all of you, and lets hope 2011 brings happiness instead of sorrow. bye(:
p.s. my best friend nikki has a blog! read :
http://niknak-pattywak.blogspot.com/
Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
FOR NARNIA!!!!!!!!!!
SO. woah caps lock. I watched 5 movied today.
* Inception * oh baby was that a good movie. it was thrilling, but also made me think. i thought it was funny how the car falling into the water was like half the movie. it might be one of the best movies i have seen. watch it.
* Leap Year * this movie was okay. it was waayyy cheesy. a typical love story set in ireland. the two people meet each other and fall in "love", but she is getting married. then she leaves her fiance, and goes back to him. then they get married. it makes no sense to me. they just met each other and then they get married. does anyone remember how romeo and juliet ends? yeah. not good
* Letters to Juliet * oh. my. gosh. cutest love movie ever!!! i cried at the end! i dont know why, but the scene where she thinks that he is with Penelope and how she traveled all this way to get him, and how she cant have him anymore hit me really hard. i love that movie (:
* The Voyage of the Dawn Treader * wow this was a great movie. i didnt really want to see it, because i was super tired, but i am glad i did. the storyline was great - although it did veer off the original book a bit - the effects were awesome, and the acting was realistic. at the end of the movie, the charecters make it to "aslans country", and are deciding whether they should go in or not. in my mind, the country represents heaven. they could go in, but they could never come back. after the mouse reepicheep goes in, everyone else decides to stay out. lucy and edmund ask aslan if they will ever come back to narnia.
"Dearest," said Aslan very gently, "you and your brother will never come back to Narnia."
"Oh, Aslan!!" said Edmund and Lucy both together in despairing voices.
"You are too old, children," said Aslan, "and you must begin to come close to your own world now."
"It isn't Narnia, you know," sobbed Lucy. "It's you. We shan't meet you there. And how can we live, never meeting you?"
"But you shall meet me, dear one," said Aslan.
"Are — are you there too, Sir?" said Edmund."I am," said Aslan. "But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason why you were brought to Narnia, that by knowing me here for a little, you may know me better there."
i love it!
* Tourist * so this movie was really confusing at first, but it is really, really good at the end. im not gunna give anything away though (:
so yep, thats it with the movie post.
byyyeeee(:
* Inception * oh baby was that a good movie. it was thrilling, but also made me think. i thought it was funny how the car falling into the water was like half the movie. it might be one of the best movies i have seen. watch it.
* Leap Year * this movie was okay. it was waayyy cheesy. a typical love story set in ireland. the two people meet each other and fall in "love", but she is getting married. then she leaves her fiance, and goes back to him. then they get married. it makes no sense to me. they just met each other and then they get married. does anyone remember how romeo and juliet ends? yeah. not good
* Letters to Juliet * oh. my. gosh. cutest love movie ever!!! i cried at the end! i dont know why, but the scene where she thinks that he is with Penelope and how she traveled all this way to get him, and how she cant have him anymore hit me really hard. i love that movie (:
* The Voyage of the Dawn Treader * wow this was a great movie. i didnt really want to see it, because i was super tired, but i am glad i did. the storyline was great - although it did veer off the original book a bit - the effects were awesome, and the acting was realistic. at the end of the movie, the charecters make it to "aslans country", and are deciding whether they should go in or not. in my mind, the country represents heaven. they could go in, but they could never come back. after the mouse reepicheep goes in, everyone else decides to stay out. lucy and edmund ask aslan if they will ever come back to narnia.
"Dearest," said Aslan very gently, "you and your brother will never come back to Narnia."
"Oh, Aslan!!" said Edmund and Lucy both together in despairing voices.
"You are too old, children," said Aslan, "and you must begin to come close to your own world now."
"It isn't Narnia, you know," sobbed Lucy. "It's you. We shan't meet you there. And how can we live, never meeting you?"
"But you shall meet me, dear one," said Aslan.
"Are — are you there too, Sir?" said Edmund."I am," said Aslan. "But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason why you were brought to Narnia, that by knowing me here for a little, you may know me better there."
i love it!
* Tourist * so this movie was really confusing at first, but it is really, really good at the end. im not gunna give anything away though (:
so yep, thats it with the movie post.
byyyeeee(:
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
all. night. long
so me and nikki hung out yesterday! obviously! she wrote on here! well, we pulled an all nighter(:
our agenda :
*9 - 10 pm. chilling on the couch with a billion little children running around - singing for them!
*10 - 11 pm. visiting dahlin bretzing. he got surgery on his shoulder today, to get the muscle sewn back onto his bone. His mom told us this story : when dahlin came out of the anesthetic, he was so mad. he was kicking and screaming, and the nurse told me to hold his legs down. so i reach over to get to his legs, and he smacks me in the face! so I am all ow! and the nurse says: are you okay? then dahlin screams : ITS ALWAYS ABOUT MY MOM ISN'T IT?!. hah funniest story ever!!
*11 - 12 pm. me and nikki wanted sugar so that we would stay up, so we were gunna go to holiday to get slushies, but holiday was closed, so then we were gunna go to 7 - 11, but we couldnt find one. so we went on this adventure, trying to find a gas station. we finally found a maverick though(: so we got icees, powerade, and these little balls of chocolate energy stuff.
*12 - 1 am. we played the mormon version of scene it with nikkis little siblings, then they went to bed. we looked up how to pull an all nighter on google. this website http://www.wikihow.com/Pull-an-All-Nighter was very helpful. we drank ice water, and talked to landen schaelling about random stuff on facebook, and then we streched. it woke us up alot actually. nikki also introduced me to this song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfwKBaAbXtY&NR=1 and i cant stop listening to it
our agenda :
*9 - 10 pm. chilling on the couch with a billion little children running around - singing for them!
*10 - 11 pm. visiting dahlin bretzing. he got surgery on his shoulder today, to get the muscle sewn back onto his bone. His mom told us this story : when dahlin came out of the anesthetic, he was so mad. he was kicking and screaming, and the nurse told me to hold his legs down. so i reach over to get to his legs, and he smacks me in the face! so I am all ow! and the nurse says: are you okay? then dahlin screams : ITS ALWAYS ABOUT MY MOM ISN'T IT?!. hah funniest story ever!!
*11 - 12 pm. me and nikki wanted sugar so that we would stay up, so we were gunna go to holiday to get slushies, but holiday was closed, so then we were gunna go to 7 - 11, but we couldnt find one. so we went on this adventure, trying to find a gas station. we finally found a maverick though(: so we got icees, powerade, and these little balls of chocolate energy stuff.
*12 - 1 am. we played the mormon version of scene it with nikkis little siblings, then they went to bed. we looked up how to pull an all nighter on google. this website http://www.wikihow.com/Pull-an-All-Nighter was very helpful. we drank ice water, and talked to landen schaelling about random stuff on facebook, and then we streched. it woke us up alot actually. nikki also introduced me to this song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfwKBaAbXtY&NR=1 and i cant stop listening to it
*1 - 2 am. we got bored of talking to landen, so we started listening to music. danced to this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0J3vgcE5i2o. then learned how to do this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sLGLum5SyKQ. then learned a cheer dance to this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iP6XpLQM2Cs. then just learned basic cheer moves
*2 - 3 am. we were tired and sweaty, so we took a break. for some reason, nikki wanted to read the dictionary, and she found a funny word for each letter of the alphabet. the best one was "upstairs : something that is up the stairs". really? does webster think we are idiots? while she dictionized, i drew pictures. then i went to the bathroom, and got distracted because i found a yearbook, and when i came up, nikki was almost alseep. sooo i made her eat a power ball thingy (which she thought were the most discusting things ever, and i atually liked them), and that woke her up!
*3 - 5 am. talking about our lives. about the guys we've liked. about friendships that have been destroyed. about how 9th grade was aweful. basically, we talked about everything. i told her things i've never told anyone. and i am so glad i did. it brought us closer together(: aaaand i almost cried like 6 times. it was awesome.
*5 - 6 am. talking can only keep you satisfied for so long. we got hungry! nikki ate ravioli, and i ate olives. we are healthy? we went back to her room, and we were so out of it. nikki sang me a song on the ukelele about how great i am. it was awesome. then we were laying there, almost crashing, and this was our conversation "nikki: i love my pumpkin pencils. me: me too. nikki: i got them at a hillary duff concert. me: i liked them. nikki: they were so yummy." we were so out of it. but we didnt crash! i woke us up! we looked at stuff on facebook. we looked at my.... acquaintance jade's pictures. and let me just say. she is a great photographer. i liked her pictures(:
*6 - 7 am. we wanted to watch the sunrise, and so we sat outside in the freezing cold for like 20 minutes, only to realize that the sun doesnt rise for another hour. we are smart. sadly, nikki's mom made us go to sleep. ahh. we coulda stayed up. but oh well. it was the greatest "sleep"over ever!
oh. and. be nice and represent. just like the staff at Nordstroms.
Monday, December 27, 2010
On the concept of blog robbing.
Yes, this is Nikki. Yes, I have stolen her blog to post a post.
So pretty much haley is the best ever :) She's one of the nicest people I know! And I would probably die without her. True story. Today we went to the mall and we walked around.. exciting? yes! And now haley is on the moon walker shoes.. she's just jumping around my room while I'm writing her blog. This is what best friends do:) Eat eachothers foods and play with eachothers stuff.
So now on the concept of songs.. haley always posts songs so i'm thinking I should do the same.
"Satellite" by Guster is a way good song! same with "Ache" by James Carrington. I'm trying to learn ache on the guitar and haley will probably sing.. cause she's the one who's capable of singing. (me on the other hand is tone deaf and very pitchy)
Okay last concept to write about, people who are dumb with other peoples blogs and profiles. I mean if you have a problem with someones profile don't go on it. Or blog.. no one really has the right to comment on what other people post I think so at least.
Oh ya! Me and haley saw my boyfriends little brothers x girlfriend (that was probably confusing) but when we say her we yelled, "Oh ya... GARRETT TAYLOR! what a babe!" haha it was way funny and it made my day:) Also me and haley were almost attacked by a dog at my little sisters' friends house.. it was inside but it reminded me of a dog I once had named cougar.
Cougar was a cute puppy... until we had him for a week. Then he was the devil. TWO YEARS were wasted trying to clean his droppings, stopping his biting habits, trainers, barking, and many other stressful stuff to do. He was the worst dog ever. I hope I never have to get a dog.. but when I get married my husband will probably make me. LAME. But ya.. dogs are the worst.. unless they are obedient and quiet. Soooo now I have nothing to say... except today was pretty awesome:)
LOVE NIKKI
p.s. word of advice for the day: don't eat sandwhiches or salads from weird boutiques. The end.
p.p.s. Me and Haley are famous now.. check out the billboard.... (The Real End now)
So pretty much haley is the best ever :) She's one of the nicest people I know! And I would probably die without her. True story. Today we went to the mall and we walked around.. exciting? yes! And now haley is on the moon walker shoes.. she's just jumping around my room while I'm writing her blog. This is what best friends do:) Eat eachothers foods and play with eachothers stuff.
So now on the concept of songs.. haley always posts songs so i'm thinking I should do the same.
"Satellite" by Guster is a way good song! same with "Ache" by James Carrington. I'm trying to learn ache on the guitar and haley will probably sing.. cause she's the one who's capable of singing. (me on the other hand is tone deaf and very pitchy)
Okay last concept to write about, people who are dumb with other peoples blogs and profiles. I mean if you have a problem with someones profile don't go on it. Or blog.. no one really has the right to comment on what other people post I think so at least.
Oh ya! Me and haley saw my boyfriends little brothers x girlfriend (that was probably confusing) but when we say her we yelled, "Oh ya... GARRETT TAYLOR! what a babe!" haha it was way funny and it made my day:) Also me and haley were almost attacked by a dog at my little sisters' friends house.. it was inside but it reminded me of a dog I once had named cougar.
Cougar was a cute puppy... until we had him for a week. Then he was the devil. TWO YEARS were wasted trying to clean his droppings, stopping his biting habits, trainers, barking, and many other stressful stuff to do. He was the worst dog ever. I hope I never have to get a dog.. but when I get married my husband will probably make me. LAME. But ya.. dogs are the worst.. unless they are obedient and quiet. Soooo now I have nothing to say... except today was pretty awesome:)
LOVE NIKKI
p.s. word of advice for the day: don't eat sandwhiches or salads from weird boutiques. The end.
p.p.s. Me and Haley are famous now.. check out the billboard.... (The Real End now)
Sunday, December 26, 2010
song, songs and more songs!
okay. so here it is. my new song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:
From: me
dear bicycle boy, I need to tell you
what I didn't say before
you, you didn't answer
when I came up to your door
my heart is beating solely
for the purpose of your eyes
and you don't know what you've done to me
it's better than butterflies
oh meet me in the rain
light up this town again
and baby, believe me
our hands fit together perfectly
they say every rose has it's thorn
but i can't find one on you
and this might sound cliche, but
we're making footprints on the moon
I'm knocking, do you hear me?
don't leave me at your door
don't leave me in the thunder
you're creating for this storm
oh meet me in the rain
light up this town again
and baby, believe me
our hands fit together perfectly
now here comes the hard part
boy what do you say?
I told you that I love you
now meet me in the rain
I couldn't say it better
so I'm writing you this letter
let's kiss away this mind frame
oh, will you meet me in the rain?
we can light up this town again
I will show you, I will make you see
how we'll fit perfectly
ohhh, baby, please
from : me
okay. so its really long, and really cheesy. but i like it. i wrote it about someone(: obviously. so the second song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0CGsw6h60k
i can not stop listening to this. maybe because i can't stop thinking. about... well its a secret. shhh(:
aight. so third song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmb8_KsrNSQ
although the music video is really stupid, this song PERFECTLY describes my situation now with... she who must not be named. this one works too : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM
and this one : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SR6iYWJxHqs
man. i am just full of music today. well i am off to write two more songs(: peace!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
christmas makes me wanna celebrate!!
oh my heck. this was the greatest christmas ever! my mother got me amazing presents!!
my headphones make me want to listen to music forever
my boots make me feel like laura croft
my leather jacket makes me want to be a spy
my corkboard makes me want to have a schedule
my clothes make me want to not be naked
my jewerly makes me feel fancy
my yellow purse makes me want to carry stuff around
and my new justin bieber poster makes me wanna be his girlfriend(:
pretty much the best christmas ever. i already said that. but : repetion makes it important (name that quote!)
thats all!
oh wait.
girls are so retarded. quit choosing boys over your friends.
now thats it.
BYYEEE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKNU5xgvua0
my headphones make me want to listen to music forever
my boots make me feel like laura croft
my leather jacket makes me want to be a spy
my corkboard makes me want to have a schedule
my clothes make me want to not be naked
my jewerly makes me feel fancy
my yellow purse makes me want to carry stuff around
and my new justin bieber poster makes me wanna be his girlfriend(:
pretty much the best christmas ever. i already said that. but : repetion makes it important (name that quote!)
thats all!
oh wait.
girls are so retarded. quit choosing boys over your friends.
now thats it.
BYYEEE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKNU5xgvua0
Friday, December 24, 2010
In the mood
So, I haven't really been in the mood to post anything since Wednesdays blow up. And now I have to be very careful what i DO post on here, in case anyone gets offended. I wasn't aware that a blog could be such a powerful weapon.
.anyways.
Lately I've been watching surface, which is an old t.v show (well not old, more like 2005) about sea monsters made by the government. It got canceled after 15 episodes, because there was no more funding, but oh my heck, it is one of the best shows I have ever watched. It's mysterious, and intense, and mmmmmm I just love it. Seriously. Watch it.
I think that's about all I wanna say today. It's christmas eve. And yesterday was christmas Adam (because it came before eve). And christmas is tomorrow. I am super excited, because I have no idea what i am getting! I am letting my mom do all the shopping and I haven't picked out anything. Yay this will be the best Christmas ever(:
.anyways.
Lately I've been watching surface, which is an old t.v show (well not old, more like 2005) about sea monsters made by the government. It got canceled after 15 episodes, because there was no more funding, but oh my heck, it is one of the best shows I have ever watched. It's mysterious, and intense, and mmmmmm I just love it. Seriously. Watch it.
I think that's about all I wanna say today. It's christmas eve. And yesterday was christmas Adam (because it came before eve). And christmas is tomorrow. I am super excited, because I have no idea what i am getting! I am letting my mom do all the shopping and I haven't picked out anything. Yay this will be the best Christmas ever(:
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