2 weeks later

Hello hello

Welp. college

did yall expect me to write about anything else?

basically, ive gotten it down

and, guess what, i get scheduled EVERY thursday to work karaoke night, which means i work untill 12 or 1 in the morning

and i have class at 8:30 the next morning

fun, huh??

sooo yeah, life is pretty normal, i suppose?

adam came up and spent the weekend with me this weekend!

it was so, so, so awesome

he rode the train up and then hung out with me all weekend long

its always so nice to see him, but it sucks when he leaves

i walked him to his bus today at 6 in the morning, then i had to walk home alone

i dont know, maybe i am just tired.

i miss having friends

i miss megan, and landen, and nikki, and everyone else that i could talk to about stuff, ya know?

i mean, my roommates are great, but we arent all best friends

mostly words are subliminally telling me to clean the fetching kitchen

its just hard

and i LOVE living on my own, buying my own groceries and working to support myself, and gah, its awesome

but i miss my friends, like a lot

and where do you even go to make friends in college?

the one friend i tried to make was a boy that i talked to at the beginning of biology class, then proceeded to raucously cough in front of for the next 50 minutes. at the end of class he said "that cough sounds miserable" and then he booked it out of there

hooowww freaking sad

but yeah, college it good, except im socially awkward

so yeah, life.

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TALK ABOUT

pictures???

 i made fried zucinni and almost burned the house down 

 weee went to the chalk dance

 i looked like i ate the gum from willy wonka

 after a horrific first day at my bio lab it was way nice to go outside and see this 

 my roommates and i went to true aggie night, but none of us kissed anyone

 ellise and i went to the logan parade and these were the chuck a rama princess 

(im SORRY but i couldnt help but laugh)

 but apparently their advertisement worked because adam and i went to chuck a rama for dinner

then, for dinner on sunday, we went to cafe rio! 

 isnt that a fantastic picture?!

 this mirror is so distracting when i am trying to do homework

 look at my hat pretending to be a ganster

 it took me an hour to cut all of this fruit, but it was so worth it

 look, ive had this pillowcase since like 5th grade

i made it!

soooo yeah college life is weird but its also awesome

i just reeeaaalllyy need to make some friends!

p.s. ive lost a TON of weight

like, that was the first thing adam said to me when he saw me on saturday 

"haley! you look so skinny!"

COLLEGE FIFTEEN HERE I COMEEEEEE

keep calm and carry on (:

bye!

Going Home

Hello everyone!

in the timeline of going to college, everyone always has to post about coming home.

and this is mine!

so, on sunday morning after making 40 bucks in tips that weekend, i headed down to orem.

it was SO weird.

i thought it would be the same, coming home, but it was so different

my brothers are all moved into my room, and it doesnt look at all like my room anymore

which was weird

so i hung out with adam all day, we went to church and to a family party (where i got to choose when to leave, WEIRD)

then i came home later and slept on the floor in kaleb's room, because he wanted me to

but honestly, i didnt feel like i belonged there anymore

not like no one wanted me there, or that i felt uncomfortable there, but i just dont belong there anymore

and about 4 ish on monday, i started missing my apartment and my roommates

this place and these people that i was dreading, i am now completely in love with

i LOVE it here

i love going to class, and doing all of my homework in the library, and eating bagels covered in vegetables in the cute little cafes

the only bad thing is that i cant see my family everyday

or adam, i miss him so much.

and i bawled when i had to leave him yesterday

but on my way up i knew that USU is where i am supposed to be

and it is such a good feeling

:)

keep calm and carry on (:(:(:(:(:(: