hi!

hi!

this was my day today:

4:30 a.m. woken up to the lovely sound of my alarm clock
5:00 a.m. to 6:00 a.m. spin class
6:15 to 7:30 getting ready for school
7:45 to 1:15 school (obviously)
2:00 to 3:30 math hw
3:45 to 7:30 physics homework
7:45 to 9:00 biotech homwork
9:00 to 9:36 getting ready for bed/ english hw
9:45 to 10:15 half hour scripture study

tomorrow

6:45 a.m. early morning rehearsal

i am a very busy girl
wish me luck on my three tests tomorrow (:

weekend and pictures will be posted eventually

keep calm and carry on

picture of the day

randomthoughts

im feeling scatterbrained today

first of all, the game

we lost. by 21 points.

and im really not one who cares that we lost

but what really bothered me?

oh my heavens! the orem crazies were super rude!

like, they booed while chamber was walking on to sing the national anthem.

who does that??

and they shouted: just go practice!!

and started clapping when we made a basket

im all for school rivalry, but they were just plain rude

and an umbrella with the word "WET" on it?

who knows what that was about

i got aaalll decked up, and julia and i cheered our little hearts out

then i went to bed at 10:30
on a friday night

WHOS COOL?!?!?!?

uhmmmm. on saturday i went to happy feet two.

love that movie (:

when we left the theater, it was 7:30 and blizzarding

and i was totally happy!

untill i realized that i had to drive in it

and i have NEVER driven in snow before

plus i had my three super abnoxious brothers with me!

and one time, a car passed me and flung a bunch of slush on my windshield, so i couldnt see for a minute. it was scary!

but we made it to jdawgs perfectly fine

where they charged me for two extra hotdogs

dont worry, the super attractive cashier fixed it for me (:

today, i woke up with sticky eyes!

i have finally shown signs of the pink eye that has invaded my house

lovely

uhmmm.

i watched the notebook today!

first time ever

i thought to myself "this movie isnt nearly as sad as everyone makes it out to be"

then aly and noah died together

and i bawled like a baby

aaaaaaand yep!

i wrote the chorus for my song last night!

it will be posted soon (:

also, i have decided that this is how my life goes:

i like someone
they dont like me back
then, i stop liking them
and a couple months later i catch them staring at me during the pep ralley
or checking me out in the hallway
and then they text me for no reason
as soon as im completely over them
lovely

anywho, i should probably go study for the biotech test i have tomorrow

ehh.

keep  calm and study on!!

ahaha bye!

picture of the day today!
bye(:

oh hi!

hello (:

this week has been great!!

date night on wednesday

vampire diaries and the amazing wrestling match on thursday

and today is the mountain view vs orem game!!!

we won it last year!


see the orem sign on my hand??

aannd we have a super secret planned for the game!!

its going to be great (:

i will take lots of pictures!!

byeee
wait!

my outfits! im sure you really want to see them :O

red lipstick makes everything look classier

okay!

quote of the day!

bye (:

life high

today. back to school!

got pushed around in biotech. it was fine (:

i had to do a lot of driving around

i picked up my brothers from their school, then i had to take nathan to basketball practice.

then, instead of going home, i went on a drive to the lake

i didnt ask anyone, or even tell anyone i went.

but it was just what my heart needed.

the whole lake was this color

gorgeous right?

i turned the radio off, and drove slow so i could just look at it

it was seriously what i needed right then

hopefully i dont get in trouble for going without asking

aaaand yeah

i hope i can make peace with all of my troubles

and im working on a song (:

it will be posted soon!

keep calm and carry on



quote of the day:

(this kind of ruins the tone of my post, but i'd like you all to know that i just cracked my fingers to the beat of my song. )

successful day

how did i spend martin luther king jr's birthday?
bye accomplishing ALOT of stuff!

first of all, my dear friend megan and i went on a fantastic run this morning (:
lemme tell you. it was absolutely FREEZING. but totally worth it!
we ran for almost five miles! which was pretty good, considering i havent done a long run like that since like september (shin splints suck)
we didnt stop once!
yeahhh. i felt pretty good!

then! i came home and cleaned my room!
and it was suuuuuper messy!
i couldnt see the floor
it totally looked like this!

yeahhh it didnt even take me that long!
then, kaleb and i went to In N out!
it was delicious
and the lady there said she liked my earrings (:

these ones (:

uhhmmmm. my brothers and I played video games.
(that didnt accomplish much. shhh)

then! we went over to the dollar theater to see Happy Feet 2

ive already seen it, but i loved it so much that i wanted to see it again!
but we got there and it was sold out :(
the ticket guy hit on me too, as if that was gunna make things better!
ahaha i kid

kaleb started bawling, so we went to yogurtland!

how delicious (:

the fam and i headed over to costco to get my good grades cheesecake!
i will somehow bump my math grade up a tiny bit to get an A

Colton and Jesse wanted to hang out, but then i remembered i had homework!

then i came home, procrastinated, and watched PLL!!!
pretty little liars
absolutely in love with that show!
i kick my brother off the T.V. every monday night for it!

then i got all my homework done!

this day has been much more productive than i thought it was going to be!

and for some reason i sound super peppy
ahahah
maybe something good happened to me over the weekend?
MAYBE
maybe im just happy with my life right now
TRUTH
i dont even know why! maybe ive realized that i have a zillion and a half opportunities in front of me, and being mad all the time will only close them.

and im really happy (:

anyways!

keep calm and carry on!

<3 you guys!
like honestly

ohhh p.s.
i really like these two songs!

"tell me now where was my fault, in loving you with my whole heart?"
quote of the day

goodbye (:

how to be brave, how can i love when im afraid

Preference 2012

was AMAZING.
oh. my goodness.
 best dance ever!!


so the break down

first, the day date was to nickel city. i got to drive me, weston, jake and maren. it was a total blast!
i had never been to nickel city before, and i really enjoyed it
ummm. we all headed to yogurtland after that!
i adore yogurtland (:

then, i got ready for the dance!

and i went and picked up weston,
and then we headed over to the library to take pictures!
yes, i did say the library.
we deffs had the best group!

the whole group!



the girls

and our studly dates (:

we went to dinner at mimis cafe, and just happened apon another preference group!

dinner took FOREVER

we didnt get to the dance untill 10:30

but the hour we were there was really fun!

pretty much, preference was awesome!!

i loved every minute of it!
p.s.
recognize my dress?

third times the charm right?

i chopped off the bottom part of it!
if i can get the extra fabric back, i want to see if i can make it into a scarf or a skirt! megan gave me that great idea!

i heard this on the way to getting my date!

keep calm and carry on (:

oh! the quote of the day today!

i love this!!!!
(:
landen made me remember it!
kay bye now!

yep

hey kids.

THIS week. has been insane!! lemme break it down for you!

wednesday: worked on my extra credit biotech project from 3-7. at the same time i was trying to build a rat trap car. landen helped me out a LOT!

yes my mom did make us stop to take a picture!

i stayed up till 11 to do homework! it was a totally crazy day!

but! look at this (:

i do have an A- in math.

so you have to get over 92% to get an A right?

and guess what i have

92.00 %

yep. i missed it by .01%

how sad!

i was always honest with my homework, and if i didnt do it all i would mark myself down!

if i had not have dont that i would have an A

that seriously sucks!!

wow!

honesty made my grade lower!

ahh.

okay thursday!

i went to lunch with my mom and i did homework in the car

my outfit!

aaaand ma earrings! i bought them in Couer d' Alane, and then they somehow ended up under my brother's bed! but i found them and wore them (:

i went shopping for preference shoes, and i found the most amazing ones!

i think they're pretty cute (:

my friday outfit!

those shoes hurt my feet!

but i love them (:

anyways! i should probably stop boring you with my clothes / shoes obsession

also! i have made a new goal

no more blogging when im mad!

the only thing that comes out of those posts is anger and words i dont mean!

so i will not be doing it again!

ummmm. i am so SO freaking excited for preference!!!

we have been scrambling to plan it!

because we were having issues!

but everything is settled now, and i am totally excited (:

yep!

ill blog about preference again tomorrow (:

keep calm and carry on!

byee(:

oh! and watch this video

funnies thing ever!

kay bye

today, a member of my school commited suicide.

through this tragic event, it is beautiful to see how our school is pulling together in the memory of him.

its times like this, when i think "how can God NOT be real?"

there were a lot of people crying today
but there were also a lot of shoulders to cry on.

and it was beautiful.


rest in peace.

pissed.off.

okay. HI.

havent been on here for a while.

thats mostly because of school.

sooooo many things to do.

tests, retakes, projects,  homework. GETTING MY EFFING GRADES UP.
I want to freaking scream.

i swear, it is FREAKING impossible to get an A in my biotech class. i study my BUTT off for all of her tests, and somehow i never can manage to get an A. I want to cry, honestly. apparently i am supposed to get a super awesome present if i get a 4.0 NOPE. THATS NOT GUNNA HAPPEN. i hate hate hate hate everything right now.

i am so stressed.

pressure from everyone to be this perfect, amazing person who has perfect everything.

preference is almost here (i did get answered back! finally. he said yes (: )
and i dont have a dress!!!

ahhhhhhh.

ahh. im angry. if you couldn't tell.

anyways.




i need to keep calm, and carry on so i dont go crazy
goodbye.

hiiiiiiiiii

so. its been a rough, emotional, crazy week. pretty much thats all i have to say.

some people are mean.

i dont have anything to write about today

keep calm and carry on (: