new goals

so. now that my mom has finished all of her races for the year, its time for me to start getting healthy. since its getting cold and i cant run, ive decided to go to early morning spin class during the week with my mom. starting november first i am cutting out sugar. my new goal is to go to bed at 10:30 every night. and to drink two water bottles at school. i will be different! pinerest has me so inspired (:

well. night all!

ive got the last week of term blues

I am mad at a lot of people

first of all. Brother Taeger. why must your test come on the last day of the term? why must we know the answer AND the scripture reference or go down a letter grade? why must you be so condesending to us while grading? why must you make me feel like bursting into tears because i got a B+ for the first time in seminary? why must you turn that classroom from an amazing spiritual enviornment to a frustrating, really, really annoying cell? i am frustrated with you.

mrs. greer. why must you decide to weight our grades on the last day of the term? why must that turn my rock solid A into an A-, just because i got a C on ONE test? why must you say i can do nothing about it, and make me want to cry in front of people i do NOT want to cry in front of? why must you do this at the last minute, and then tell me there is nothing i can do about it? gah.

mr. beveridge. why must you make your tests so dang hard, hardly teach us how to do it, and then be surprised when none of us do well? and why must you be gone afterschool every single day?

mr. clark. why must you tell us to make a toothpick bridge that is ten percent of our grade, and then tell us no one will get an A on it?

spanish student teacher. why must you treat us like we are in sixth grade, and not let us answer anything without raising our hands? why must you make me move three times in one day? why must you be so condesending and talk in complete spanish, when you know no one can understand you? why must you be so. freaking. boring? why must you be here untill december?

hair appointment. why must you be so far away?

throat. why must you hurt so much?

parents. why must you choose your shows to record over the best show ever, revenge?

math homework, why are you STILL not done??

one day i will find out the answers to all of these questions. but for now, i will leave you with this

my hair will be this color in exactly one week (:

and one day i will marry a boy like this

and i have officially become addicted to pinterest


i love quotes (:

the end!

i've been thinking bout a perfect day (:

my day today?

physics bridge

 sometimes, i get really bored while waiting for the glue to dry.
lots of good things happened to me today!
first of all, i won two medium fries on my chicken nugget box at mcdonalds
second, i found my wallet!
third, i finished personal progress
aawwwww yeaahhhhh
fourth, i got invited to join pinterest!
fifth, my biotech grade is up to an A!!!!
sixth, i got asked out on a date! its on saturday!
seventh
this song

annywayys.
today was great (:

peace!

After the term

"Haley! Let's hang out this week"
Me: not until after term ends!

I find myself saying this quite s bit. And i have been spending my whole afternoons with landen, building our physics bridge. And I do my other homework at night. So i have been getting barely any sleep, which makes me tired during school, so it takes me longer to do my homework. Its a vicious cycle. BUT. Today was pretty decent. I got a good grade on a spanish trust i studied absoutely zero for. I got cafe rio AND sushi.

But yeah. Got lots to do.

Keep calm and carry on
Especially when you just realized you have to bring treats to english tomorrow

Crap

Bye!

two words. fall. break.

so. now that i have been sufficently stressed all day, skipped church AND byd to do homework, and finally finished it, i can blog.

this break has been amazing!!
you know... besides constantly stressing about my grade situation

this stresses me out a lot
and i got stood up by someone twice...
that i really wanted to be there..

moving on.

wednesday! football game!

i have no idea what happened during it, because i was hanging out with landen, julia, colton story and jadon pace. it was a blast! Nikki and I had a sleepover after the game (of course) and had an... interesting morning. it constited of getting woken up at 5 a.m. by someone angry. it was quite fun (: we had a super lazy day, and then felt fat, so we decided to go running! and ahhhh. it felt amazing. i absolutly love to run! then, we got all showered up and headed to the railroad tracks for a photoshoot!

                                                       

yeaahh.it was fun (: THEN we headed to holiday, got slushies, and went to the park for capture the flag. nikki and i were captains, and my team won! like a boss. nikki and i had another sleepover (my parents obviously love her!) and then we went to the salt lake temple! it was my first time going through the grounds, and we did baptisms there. it was so amazing! and i got my temple blessings right when i was blowing my hair dry....(: AND while on the freeway, where we almost got in an accident, but were saved! (cause we went to the temple (: )

then i went home and read 1984

yesterday! the stake dance! it was really fun (:

i dressed up like a cheetah!

and today i did tons of homework!

but its okay

i read an entire novel

did a book report

did two months worth of biotech homework

in one day

go me!

keep calm and carry on

heres the quote for the day:

"you close your eyes and cry, dying for the right to feel"

i heart mat kearney

kay bye

mind = blown

"I don't even know where to start"

this is what i wrote in my journal, exactly one year ago, today. im pretty sure we are all familiar with what happened to me. but thats the thing. it happened. and i dont like hiding that part of myself. at this exact time i was driving home, in tears. and it is honestly blowing my mind that it has been an entire YEAR since that night. going through it, i thought it would never be over. honestly, it streched out through january. a whole year. i still cant believe it.  AND. whats even weirder? that i have basically done everything that i did this week last year, this week (did that make sense?) i had a photo shoot

this was last year

and here is this years. cross country state was also this week.
which we won! good work team! (:
AND tomorrow is a stake dance
which i really enjoyed last year
nikki and i had a s.a.p party last year. which we had this week. when we went to winco at 11

i also went to this exact dance last year

"the monster mash"

i think those are all the similarities.

you guys dont even know

my mind is blown

anyways

songs that remind me of that time:

keep calm and carry on

even when you are having intense deja vu

the seven things i like about you

i had a lot of things to accomplish today
but i only got a few things done
i cleaned my room, cleaned my bathroom and did spanish homework.
thats all

but! i did get tagged by Lauren Vancott
which apparently means that i have to tell seven interesting facts about myself
so!

1. I have a LOT of celebrity crushes

Justin bieber (of course)                                                 Chris colfer (i wish he wasnt gay)
 these two pictures are the same person. hes so attractive.



       days differnce. this whole band is attractive
        
<----greg sulkin from wizards


moving on

2. I am secretly in love with dancing. if you have ever seen me go crazy at a school dance, you would see why. i was in dance for three or four years, and i loved it. and i am seriously contemplating auditioning for orchesis next year.

3. I always listen to music when i am sad, and i make up music videos
i have a great one for this song

4. i wish i was as brave as lady gaga. i love how she breaks boundries and wears whatever she wants. i wish i was like that, as i cant even gather enough courage to wear my favorite grey shorts with lace tights to school.

5. I am a total feminist. i have very high standards about who i will date, and so far i havent really found any guys that fit all of them. i believe that women are highly underappreciated, and that men should not be dominating society. i want to grow up and be like her

6. I LOVE my religion. i love seminary, and the values we have. i love young womens and personal progress, and chastity, and virtue, and being everthing that the world isnt. "scriptures that are falling apart almost always belong to someone who isnt". i love the scriptures, and i love missionaries, and i still love the gospel, even though i have quite a few friends who have tried to convince me that im wrong. i just love it (:

7. i am so excited to get married. i am so excited to grow up, and to meet an amazing returned missionary who i can spend forever with. i want this :

anyways
todays music:

alllsooo
i tag megan mitchell, ali sanchez, and my best friend
have fun!

keep calm and carry on

this post also reminded me of this song

bye!

hola

hello
its haley
currently posting from the computers at school
i should not be allowed to do this
but i am (:
kay bye

i've been thinking bout a perfect day

sometimes, i just love life (:

today was a great day!

after being sick at home yesterday with (absolutely zero guys read this blog so i will write all about it!) incredibly painful cramps!! the kind of cramps that a steaming hot bath, 4 ibeprofen, and a hot pad cant cure! yeah. try to get through a physics class, a math test, and an english test with that. it was friggin difficult. so, after moaning for about 3 hours, my mother made me take a muscle relaxer with intense pain relief. that cured me. and also put me to sleep for four hours. then i woke up for 3, then went back to sleep for 6 more. i slept so much and have been so energetic all day! i wore a shirt from seattle, and it made me really happy (:                                

can i just say how much i want to go back there?! a lot

moving on!

we had an amazing lesson in seminary about getting married

then in second period, i got to mess around

then in choir, we got our new dresses!

then, i got everything made up in biotech

then i suddenly got two new parterners for my extra credit biotech project

(kevin and weston. they bandwaggoned!)

then, i finished my math test after school

and i also found out that we are allowed to retake tests! i did not even know that!

so i can get an A now!!!

thennn we went to the mall

and then the volleyball game

nikki, halli, colton and I

we had a friggin party.

and we went to mcdonalds

where the guy there talked like a mario brother

and nikki said i wanted his number

and he was eager to give it to me

and i ate mint oreos

and it was just a fantastic day (:

on another subject

i have been having intense deja vu

you guys dont even know

i went to orem for the jv football game on thursday

and OH my goodness.

it was the weirdest experience. 

honestly, you wouldnt think that there would be so many memories packed into one small space

but there was a flood that hit me

i didnt even hear nikki when she was calling for me

i wandered back into that night

and it was seriously one of those movie flashback moments

its weird.

i thought i would never get over it

that i would never move on

but time goes on, whether or not you want it to

and its been almost a year now

and i am so different

anyways

landen is my bestest friend ever

there is a change (:

keep calm and carry on!

byee(:

also. i have been obsessed with this song today

i realize its about crack whores

but i still love it

NOW goodbye

tidbits

ive (almost) done it friends. four hours of physics homework. six pages of math review. an hour of scarlet letter reading. 3 hours of a physics test. thats pretty much all i accomplished. but that was a ton for my little brain to handle. my room is still a mess, and i still havent started on my biotech homework. but thats okay, because thats not due tomorrow. anyways. so my weekend. homework, homework and more homework. but friday was quite fun (:

orem vs mountain view

we lost... by one point

but we played with so much heart and so much dedication

its like we won

nikki and i went to zupas before the game

we had to have energy to go stand in the rain for 2 1/2 hours

we had a feast

this is before

                                                nikkis food                            my food

this was our end results

we ate like kings (:

so the game. it was raining the whole time, and i decided to wear my coat with yellow tights underneath

and thats it.

and wanna know something wierd?

i wasnt cold at at!!

and my hair looked fantastic by the end.

not really

the rest of the weekend was spent doing homework

and a few minutes ago, i was idlely strolling through the internet, when i came across this

http://loveistheweapon19.blogspot.com/2011/10/forgive.html

i wish i could forgive people easily

its a major flaw of mine

i have such a hard time letting people in,

that when they disapoint me, or hurt me,

i have such a hard time forgiving them

its taken me almost a year to forgive what happened to me last year

a whole year that i could have spent being better

i spent being bitter

thats why i stay away from guys

i am terrified of getting my heart truely broken

because i wouldnt be able to bounce back.

annnyways

on unrelated news, i am getting set up on a blind date with someone from orem

i am exceptionally excited (:

annd yeah

im going to go eat cookies (:

keep calm and carry on!

this song is amazing!

oh and here is one of my favorite quotes ever

You say you love the rain

but you open your umbrella when it rains

you say you love the sun

but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines

you say you love the wind

but you close your windows when the wind blows

this is why i am afraid, you say that you love me too

 

To do list

Things to do this weekend:

*clean room
*physics take home test
*pre cal practiced test
*hours of physics homework
*finish reading the scarlet letter
*biotech reading and homework
*extra credit biotech essay
*extra choir practice
*get some sheet music
*start reading an AP novel
*clean bathroom

Yeah. I'm a little bit stressed

On the upper hand, my dad said he would get me a smartphone if I get an A in physics. And I
found a way to do that.

Hallelujah

keep calm and carry on
(through hours and hours of homework)

Bye

R.I.P phone!

so. its official. my beloved phone has died. ive had it for almost 2 years, and it has been through everything with me. its been dropped countless times, and has been fished out of the lagoon toilet. i loved that phone dearly, although i never named her. aaand yeah. here is my phones life through pictures i took with her.

so, as you can see. my phone has always been there! (: buuuut now its time for a new one. a new, really ugly one.

i like my old phone a lot more

but shes dead

byeee

keep calm and carry on! (: